yøu used tø be my little angel

Scars on my eyes crown full of thorns
眼中傷痕傳來陣陣刺痛
Head in the skies when it rains only pours
我的思緒隨著外面一場傾盆大雨飄散而去
Hearts in a casket gun in my basket
心如死灰那把槍就躺在籃子裡
I'm numb to the sun but i've been here before
陽光照得我麻木我也曾在這裡留下我的痕跡
And i dont chase dreams i run from nightmares
夢想終是縹緲之物只想永遠逃離我的夢魘
And i got many friends, and they don't fight fair
我也曾擁有很多朋友但他們都待我不平
God bless the jackals as they sleep when my
上帝讓這些人在每個夜晚都能安然入睡
Body lays numb give the wolves something to eat
讓他們都能避免飢寒之擾
And i can feel it
我能感到救贖降臨
Through the holes in the cracks in the ceiling
透過天花板裂縫上的洞來窺探夜空
I'm forgiven
彷彿我已被救贖
The small boy who grasped to his toy
回想起照片中那個抓著玩具的小男孩
While the world tore apart i was built to destroy
好像我才是那個將世界四分五裂的人
You're leaving, and i'm a demon
離開我吧我只是一個惡魔
But my horns dont show
只是我從未在你面前露出端倪
And my eyes won't close
我將深陷在每個失眠的夜晚
And the noose won't hold
沒有人能來傷害我
And my mind won't fold
我永遠不會向他們屈服
I'll be here till the end
我會一直等到這個世界的最後一刻
Till the skies dont glow
直到天空失去它的色彩
I carved a message in my hand saying “save me”
我曾向上帝祈求
I carved a message in my arm saying “help”
祈求有人能拯救我於水火
I been stuck inside my shell
我只是被困在了地獄裡
I need patience i'm in hell
我的耐心從未離去
And all the angels gather round
所有的天使都會聚集在一起
And then they laugh just as i fell
他們都笑我停滯不前笑我跌到不能再起
Tryna fill my heart falling closer to the edge
但這會讓我不斷靠近崩潰邊緣直至被迫作出了結
Reaching out to all these people who
試著向那些人尋求幫助
Said they were my friends
然後繼續做著表面朋友
Ohgod, they're not calling back
噢他們還是不願意回我
Lifelines going dim
我的生命宛如隨狂風搖擺的燭火
Like my head
感覺頭重腳輕
Like the rest
隨時都會倒地長眠
Like my ******* beating chest oh
搥胸頓足好讓自己再苟延殘喘
If i wanna die i should probably not own a pistol
我可能不必再用那把槍了
A piece for peace just ******* up all my mental
或許讓自己和平的離開這個世界會更好一點
Never said that i was safe
我也不必再回到這個令我頭疼的地方了
Never said that i was home
回家也不會給我帶來任何安全感
I' m just sittin in my car on this hilltop alone
我只是一個人靜靜地待在車裡
Hands shaking blowing camels up into the sky
雙手顫抖看向天空做深呼吸
You know i miss you while i'm cradling this .45
你知道我在舉起槍的那一刻還有想到你
Hammer cocked back wondering if angels fly
想知道看見這一刻的天使們是否會視而不見
Hammer cocked back wondering if angels cry
想知道看見這一刻的天使們是否會流淚
**** it off that take me up into the sky
不管怎樣就讓他們帶領我走向極樂的彼方
Tears drying while i'm taking time to say goodbye
擦乾我的淚水平靜地說出再見
Hold tight
握緊扣下扳機
Keep going going going
讓我稍作挽留
Don't fly away
別走
You know you know know it
你知道的
I tried to stay
我有想過留在這個世界
They said i'd cycle backwards
他們只會說是我先疏遠了他們
I feel the sway
沒准他們是對的
Back and forth so **** it
但我已經不能回頭
I'll fly away
我的靈魂早已消散
Yo whats up man uh
嗨你怎麼樣了伙計
I hope everything is good
我只希望一切都還好
I I was just calling
我我只是想給你打個電話
'cause your mom said
因為你媽媽說
You never came home last night
你昨晚整夜不歸
And uh...
還有嗯...
Look i know its tough
聽著我知道這很難
I loved him too
我也愛他
We all loved him Very much
我們都是
You know that i
你知道的我
I just hope you're okay
我希望你也能安好
Alright?
好嗎？
I don't wanna lose you too
我也不想再失去你
Just uh
就這樣
Just Give me a call when you get this message alright
麻煩收到留言後再打給我行嗎
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