Insecurities

Dear, dear diary where to start?
親愛的日記從哪著筆
I think I suffer from a troubled heart
我想我遭受著內心不安的折磨
Let me share my theories
聽聽我的推測
They come in three parts
它們源於三部分
First of all, I doubt myself
首先是自我懷疑
Second one is that I tend to dwell
然後是變得嘮叨
Third is up, lonely as hell
最後是極端孤獨
What a mess
亂七八糟
Im sorry it took me all this time
抱歉花這麼久
To confess my mental crimes
才坦白我的瘋狂罪行
But I think Im ready now
不過我已經準備好了
So let me introduce you to my mind
向我的內心正式介紹你
Meet my insecurities
與我的不安感打聲招呼
Lets count in, one, two, three
從一數到三
Not smart, not pretty like a star
我不聰明也不像星星那麼漂亮
Not weak, not tough
既不羸弱也不堅韌
Not nearly good enough
遠不及足夠美好
Meet my insecurities
見見我內心的不安感就好
Lets count in, one, two, three
1,2,3...
Not small, not skinny like a doll
我不聰明也不像星星那麼漂亮
Not sleak, not rough
既不羸弱也不堅韌
Not nearly good enough
遠不及足夠美好
Mirror , mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall
牆上的鏡子啊
I get anxious when I alcohol
酗酒後我變得焦慮
Cant you see my agony?
你看見我的苦惱了嗎
Or dont you care at all?
抑或你根本一點都不在乎
All they ever say is to love yourself
所有人都說要我愛惜自己
But is it wrong to lack some confidence?
但缺乏自信真的不好嗎
I know they can feel it too
我懂他們也能感受得到
We all do
我們都一樣
Im sorry it took me all this time
抱歉花了好久
To confess my mental crimes
來承認我的心靈罪犯
But I think Im ready now
但我已準備好
So let me introduce you to my mind
讓我把你介紹給我的內心
Meet my insecurities
與我的不安感見面
Lets count in, one, two, three
1,2,3...
Not smart, not pretty like a star
我不聰明也不像星星那麼漂亮
Not weak, not tough
既不羸弱也不堅韌
Not nearly good enough
遠不及足夠美好
Meet my insecurities
見見我內心的不安感就好
Lets count in, one, two, three
1,2,3...
Not small, not skinny like a doll
不像娃娃那樣瘦小
Not sleak, not rough
不會溶化卻很光滑
Not nearly good enough
美中不足
Dont know where to start
還是不知如何起筆
Its like theyre crawling down beneath under my skin
如同它們在我皮膚下爬來爬去
Seems like all they want
似乎這就是它們想要的
Feed of my confidence again
喰食我的信心
But I wont let them win
但我不會讓它們贏的
Meet my insecurities
直面不安
Lets count in, one, two, three
1,2,3...
Not smart, not pretty like a star
我不聰明也不像星星那麼漂亮
Not weak, not tough
既不羸弱也不堅韌
Not nearly good enough
遠不及足夠美好
Meet my insecurities
直面不安
Lets count in, one, two, three
1,2,3...
Not small, not skinny like a doll
我不像娃娃那樣瘦小
Not sleak, not rough
不會溶化卻很光滑
Not nearly good enough
遠不及足夠美好