I'll Change

Looking out across suburban yards
To the construct of our days through the thinning of the trees
How come I only build a house of cards?
That gets blown to pieces by the falls first fickle breeze
When I feel that stirring, the illicit kiss
Thats just the cool tongue of the devil
With a sucker in his midst
One day Ill change, youll be the first one that
I callI owe you an apology, too many thanks and thats not all
Ive been running long before
I learned to crawl
My calendar lies crumbled laid to waste
Its been scrawled on, thumbed through and changed
Will this be the measure of my days?
Dinners and appointments and deadlines
I cant make
And when I start to feel it making sense for me
Thats just hope springing eternally, yeah
One day Ill change, youll be the first one that
I callI owe you an apology, too many thanks and thats not all
Ive been running long before
I learned to crawl
Outside the summers gone for good
Dying impatiens stacked up wood
My friend will get together to cook
Talk about what happened, take a second look
The master loves the servant who blind heeds him
The husband, the obedient wife
The snake will always bite the hand that feeds him
Even if you love him, even if you save his life
One day Ill change, youll be the first one that
I callI owe you an apology, too many thanks and thats not all
Ive been running long before
I learned to crawl