Lying To Make You Love Me

I got problems, I got symptoms
Like these walls Im stuck behind
I got trauma, been the victim
Guilty conscience stains the minds
You make me feel bad for being real
Tell me , why is it so wrong?
You got problems, you got symptoms
And its me theyre landing on
Now I hope you understand what Im fighting
And I hope you understand I been hiding
If I tell you all my secrets, just dont hold it above me
What youre thinking of me, oh
Cause Im lying to make you love me (Yeah, Im lying to make you)
Im lying to make you love me
(Yeah, Im lying to make you, lying to make you)
I start shaking, cant catch my breath
When I think I caused you pain
So its taken all of my strength just to rewire my brain
You and me dont need a conversation
No, I dont need any validation
No escaping, youre not changing
Its on me to walk away
Now I hope you understand what Im fighting (Hope you understand)
And I hope you understand I been hiding (I been hiding)
If I tell you all my secrets, just dont hold it above me
What youre thinking of me, oh
Cause Im lying to make you love me (Yeah, Im lying to make you)
Im lying to make you love me (Yeah, Im lying to make you)
Cause Im lying to make you love me, yeah
(Yeah, Im lying to make you)
Im lying to make you love me (Im lying, Im lying, Im lying)
(Yeah, Im lying to make you )
Im sick and tired of lying bout who Im meant to be
Im tried of trying, oh
Im sick and tired of lying bout who Im meant to be
Im tried of trying, oh (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Now I hope you understand what Im fighting
So I hope you understand Ive been hiding (Ive been hiding)
If I tell you all my secrets, just dont hold it above me
What youre thinking of me, oh
Im lying to make you love me