Mess It Up

Opened two double doors
Typical pretty sure I could grow up
Probably chemical
I took up walking to turn it all off
Doesn't feel bearable
Guess I thought when I left it would all stop
Hmm it would all stop
Did I fall out of line when I called you
When I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
Funny that didn't work
Didn't work
I could be anywhere I'm on your block
Cynical
Cynical
Terrible
Terrible
Kicking myself with my gut in a knot
'Cause I heard that you're
Heard that you're
Happier
Happier
Hope that you're sleeping well knowing I'm not
I'm doing too much hmmm
Did I fall
Did I fall
Out of line
Out of line
When I called you
When I told
When I told
You "I'm fine"
You "I'm fine"
You were lied to
I told you I'm lying
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit
Pull myself together you could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit
Pull myself together you could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
Did I fall out of line when I called you
We can make it better breaking every habit
Pull myself together you could watch it happen
When I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to
Let it happen
Let it happen
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough
Pull myself together you could watch it happen
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up
Let it happen
Let it happen