Feeling in Color

Cause Im ready
因為我準備好了
Cause Im ready
因為我蓄勢待發了
Cause Im ready
因為我整裝待發了
I can see the blue on your face
我能看到你臉上的藍色
The orange in your space
你的世界裡的橙色
The green by your hair
透過你髮絲間綠色
But the blacks always there
但黑人卻總待原地
Im feeling in color
我感受到生活的色彩斑斕
And it feels like were wrong tonight
感覺今晚我們錯了
I can see right thru you
我可以直接看到你
Think you wanna ***ualize
思索著你想要發生性關係
I hope that the time is right
我希望時間恰當好處
I can see the blue on your face
我可以看到你臉上的藍
The orange in your space
在你的空間裡的橙色
The red by your chest
你胸口的紅色
The purple in your breath
你喘息間的紫色
Feeling in color
感受著這般色彩斑斕

我想拉回到你的嬰兒床上
I would pull up to your crib
運動鞋和連帽衫
Running shoes and a hoodie
只是為了向你展示我們可以
Just to show you exactly what we could be
但它不是那麼隱晦
But it aint that deep
那就是你告訴我的
Thats what you told me
如果你這麼認為
And if you think so
那你訴說的都已消逝
Then what you say goes
你告訴我
And you told me
總是保存我想要的東西
To always keep things that I would you
話說如果你太果決
Said if youre too judgmental
人們不會對你坦誠相待
People gonna lie to you
我知道我知道這我都知道
I know, I know, I know
我知道我知道這我都知道
I know, I know, I know
每一次我傷透了她的心
And every time I break her heart
我似乎又在挖坑自埋
I seem to make another hole
這也許就是他們都責怪我的原因
And thats probably why they all blame me
因為他們不能像我一樣
For what they cant be
他們毫無途徑
And what they go thru
似乎他們都怪罪我
And it seems like they all blame me
那太瘋狂
For being crazy
而那就是真實的自我
And just being me
有時我覺得
And sometimes I feel like
我真的很想幫助它
I just really wanna help it
但我無法幫你做你要做的一切
I cant help when all you do
把那些話藏進心裡
Is keep those words to yourself
和心中藏著的“我愛你”同出一轍
And 'I love you' be the biggest turn on
當我們他媽的沒骨氣還是吐露心聲
When we ****** til we done
意識到它真的沒有意義
And realize that it really means nothing
但現在我只是個怀揣夢想的人

希望一切順利
But for now Im just a guy with a dream
但沒有任何承諾
Hope it all goes well
所以我永遠不會告訴任何人
But nothings ever promised
我永遠不會得到它
So Ill never ever tell
獲取少的可憐的自我
And Ill never ever get it
希望這一切都能如願以償
Less Im getting it myself
當我走出心中的牢籠
Hope it all gets served
但現在我只是個怀揣夢想的人
When Im getting out my jail
希望一切順利
But for now Im just a guy with a dream
但沒有任何承諾
Hope it all goes well
所以我永遠不會告訴任何人
But nothings ever promised
我永遠不會得到它
So Ill never ever tell
獲取少的可憐的自我
And Ill never ever get it
希望這一切都能如願以償
Less Im getting it myself
當我走出心中的牢籠
Hope it all gets served
記得當我們習慣了寒冷
When Im getting out my jail
似乎每一天都變得如此

如今我總是被困在裡面
Remember when we used to chill
只是盯著顯示屏目不轉睛
Every single day it seems
這對我的眼睛有害
And now Im always stuck inside
Yeah 這是我媽媽說的
Just looking at a screen
但事情似乎逐漸明了
And its bad for my eyes
當身影消逝在我的腦海
Yeah thats what my mother said
記得那時我不得不走
But things seem clear
因為我只有少的可憐的25美分
When the visions not inside my head
公共汽車都不讓我上
Remember when I had to walk
一個車都沒的騎的黑人
Cause I was short by 25¢
大家都可以通過
And the bus aint let me on
只有我被拒之門外
And a ***** have no ride
我感覺被冷落了
Everybody went on
那時我才十五歲
And I was left outside
記得當她傷透我的心時
I was feeling left out
我甚至徹夜難眠
And I was fifteen at the time
我不想去學校
Remember when she broke my heart
整整一周
And I aint even wanna sleep
當你告訴我你被欺騙了
And I aint wanna show up to school
我的胃病越來越嚴重
That whole entire week
我想就是那一天開始
When you told me that you cheated
我正式調整狀態
And my stomach went weak
記得我想輟學
I think that that was the day
在那乳臭未乾的年齡
That I officially just tweaked
只是因為當時
Remember I would skip school
感覺這麼做就是最酷的
At such a young age
和朋友無所事事的閒逛
Just because at the time
當十八歲時我卻毫不在意
It felt like the coolest thing
現在我二十歲了好哥們都在哪裡？
Hanging with people
朋友如果你問我
I wont see when Im eighteen
每個人都得向現實妥協
Now Im twenty, where they at?
時間飛逝
Man, if you ask me
我傾吐我的心聲
And everybody getting deals
在每一條記憶線上
And times flying by
標籤似乎都標記著對我的思念
And Im pouring out my heart
每一次
On each and every single line
現在我繼續接觸朋友們
And the labels seem to miss me
因為
Each and every single time
因為我活在他們的心中啊
For now I keep on touching people
Cause
Cause I live inside their minds