Signs

I was already broken before you been around
遇見你前，我的心早就破碎
That was permanent i was hurt it had been a while
我受過的傷是不可修復的
Now we're struggling looking for some we never find
現在我們掙扎著在探尋不曾擁有過的東西
I was already empty inside
內在的空洞已存在
I was happier never alive
也許死去會更加快活
I'll be honest i'm saying this lie
說我將變得誠實那是假的
Now i'm only alright when i'm high
And i don't know if i'm doing this right
我也不知道我做的是否正確
Can't let it go
放不開
It's like a leech
活得像個蛭蟲
They're living on me
他們全都得吸我的血
I'm getting close
快到了
Yeah all my blood is draining slowly
血液正在緩慢流乾
Yeah still it show and you can tell i'm ******* lonely
仍存在的是你能看出我很孤單
If i were someone else pretend i'd never known me
若我裝成一個與我完全相反的人
How was i to be knowing you wouldn't stick around
我還能否知曉你會不會留下
That was obvious i was probably just in denial
顯然我會否定
I can't look over it saw you from in a different light
我無法從另一個角度去探尋你
I always thought i would tell from the signs
我以為我能從暗示中辨別
I was already broken before you been around
遇見你前，我的心早就破碎
That was permanent i was hurt it had been a while
我受過的傷是不可修復的
Now we're struggling looking for some we never find
現在我們掙扎著在探尋不曾擁有過的東西
I was already empty inside
內在的空洞已存在
I was happier never alive
也許死去會更加快活
I'll be honest i'm saying this lie
說我將變得誠實那是假的
Now i'm only alright when i'm high
And i don't know if i'm doing this right
我也不知道我做的是否正確