Wade

Holding out all my fears and faults
追溯我的所有恐懼和過錯
Those that conquer me
那些將我擊潰的東西
Started the second pack
還沒將這件事弄清楚
Before the first ones finishing
我便開始了另一件事

I like to bridge the gap between
我還會試著填補
A break and long lost lovers
所有早已消逝的過往情感
Only to get me by until I decide
只為讓我挺過這條坎
I've had enough
或許有一天我會放下

Most of the time
好多時候
I can feel them on me
這些擠壓在我身上的東西都讓我撐不住了
The eyes from the stranger's window
在陌生人眼裡
It's dark and It's lonely
我黯然失彩滿臉孤苦
But it's nothing to me
但我並不在意
At least somebody's home
至少有人視我為歸屬

Decades are wasting
幾十年惶惶度過
On your name
困在一個被定義的圈裡
You'll grasp the concept of life
你終會領悟生命的意義
When you give up the point of trying
或許就在你決定放棄那一刻
If you don't do the things you do
如果你決定放棄你正在做的事
They'll just happen to you
這些事情也會變得不重要

Pulling out all my weight
我用盡全力試著做好自己
And do my part and you'll say
你會說
'Oh I'm so glad you're here with us today
“你能來我真的太開心了
You probably thought you would be gone'
你本來想早早離開的吧”
And until there's another way
除非有別的選擇
I just have to face
我必須要面對這些事
That there's no real place
實在沒法找到一個
To go where I really could be alone
我真的能獨處的地方

I'd promise you now, that if I had known
我現在就跟你坦白
I wouldn't be standing here
如果我早知道的話我就不會在這兒站著了
There's memories to be made
美好回憶會不斷被創造
And water that's to wade
我的淚就似潮中流水
I used it all up drying tears
終於變得乾涸

Of course I don't regret
當然我一點兒也不後悔
The moments where I wept
回想那些啜泣不止的時刻
And yearned for what I've got now
我便會更珍惜現有的一切
It's only time
只有時間
It won't age like wine
不會如窖酒般漸漸
But It's mine, and I'll take the blow
既然沒辦法避免我就該順然接受這一切