Mother

I took a pill to reveal everything I been missing
Colors and the sounds, all different
I took a pill but it felt more like taking amoment
Paper in the rain
Im forever changed

I can lose control and nobody here knows that
I can be explosive, bombs over Baghdad
When I lose control my body moves just like that
I can be impulsive
Mother, is it just like Dad?

I took more medicine, some part of me wasnt living
They had to hold me down, Im so dizzy
No, I dont recall ever being allowed to release it
l kept it in a cage (Kept it in a cage)
Starving it for days

l can lose control and nobody here knows that
I can be explosive, bombs over Baghdad

When I lose control my body moves just likethat
I can be impulsive
Mother, is it just like Dad?

When my heart beats slow my body and my soul detach
I can be impulsive
Mother, does it make you sad?