under over

Funny when I think about the months that I could not get out of bed
Going back and forth over the letters that I wrote but never sent
Wake up and repeat it but I was barely sleeping
Swimming in the memories Im floating in the deep end
How come youre not still in my head
I got you got we got too much time on our hands
Used to be so caught up in the things we had planned
Im not chasing feelings that I dont understand
Im underwater but Im over you
Thought that Id be good the day I took down all your pictures in my room
Howd it go from easier to everythings still leading back to you
Can I be honest I think about you constantly
Youre closing every door but now Im looking for an opening
Maybe Im just getting confused
I got you got we got too much time on our hands
Used to be so caught up in the things we had planned
Im still chasing feelings that I dont understand
Im underwater am I over you