Sunflowers and Sunsets

('i抳e gone out the window') i raise this broken halo to the sky this is the storm that strands me here stopped waiting for a golden ship to rescue me this is the only age that i know how to be still make pretend that i抦in the movie of my life stopped looking for a key that opens all the doors these broken fingers keep me from holding on too tight i turned and looked away from the angels face still stomp through puddles ?the world spins beneath my feet stopped waiting for a golden ship to rescue me never wanted to know just what will happen next i wonder how you can stand knowing what each new day will bring i think about art and i think about madness are truly joined at the hip? was it
Van Gogh who was crazy or the world that is crazy? if i could touch the face of the gods i抎trade my ear i ran all the way home to read the words carved in cement by my house (it says) 'live the life that you love ?love the life that you live' but i抎rather have a penny for every time it told me 'NO' i shoot these flaming arrows at the flag and say deny, deny, deny if that抯what gets you through like that night that we ran through the
Audi dealership smashing windshields an absolutely pointless and immature act but it quieted our minds at a time when everyone and everything (the setting sun) was asking: 'why are we here?' but i抦pretty sure now that i will never know