spotlight

For all that it's worth
為了生活在聚光燈下
To live in the spotlight
所做的一切都是值得的

如果生活簡單的就像一個擁抱呢
What if life was simple as a hug?
如果我的死黨沒有因為毒品變成殘疾人呢
What if my partner wasn't crippled from a drug?
如果我的其他同鄉沒有被子彈擊中呢
What if my other homie never caught a slug?
如果我們的父母確實對我們冷眼以待呢
What if our parents acutally gave a fuck?
又是一件黑色西裝
Another black suit, another black suit
條子很高興看見黑人被槍殺
Police happy to see another black shoot
他母親的妝哭落在我的胳膊上
His mother's make up smearing on my arms
哭是因為我變成她唯一的兒子了
Crying cause I'm the only son that she's got now that he's gone
如果黑人區從未聽說過樂器呢
What if the ghetto never heard an instrumental?
而且我們如果沒有接觸說唱我們只有一堆破銅爛鐵呢
And we didn't have this rap shit all we had was metal?
你告訴我如果我們沒有能力射爆那個皮球
You telling me if we couldn't shooting a ball
那麼我們的生活是不是一直縈繞著槍聲
Our lives still got shooting involved ?
如果我在那個冬天這輩子始終寸步不離丹佛尋找嶄新的開始
And what if I never left out of Denver that winter for new beginnings
我的父親會不會就把我的家人販賣給有錢人
My father started his business and traded family for riches?
你告訴我我的阿姨還會始終有一個落腳的家
You telling me that my auntie will still have a house to live in
而且JoJo不會在監獄裡給我寫信
And JoJo wouldn't be writing me from prison?
但是去特麼的吧！ 這就是真實的生活！
But fuck it this is life
除了面對它就是面對它
Deal with it or get dealt with
我就像個自私的小鬼獨自在房間裡吞雲吐霧
I'm in my room smoking alone like I'm selfish
因為總有一些糟糕的日子讓你很難面對日出
Cause some days the sun's hard to face
爸爸轉過身一臉疲憊的望著他的孩子
Dad turns his son wears his face
但是湊近看可以看到一頭沉睡的雄獅
But look closer see the heart of a lion
荊棘和磐石也不會傷到我比鋼鐵還堅硬的骨頭！
Sticks and stones couiln't damage my bones harder then iron
一個行走的170磅重的巨人
170 pounds with the walk of a giant
你敢挑釁我就等於嗑了片安眠藥，調高音量
So defiant I pop a Valium, turn up the volume
調高音量

放大聲音
Turn up the volume
震耳欲聾
Turn up the volume
為了站在聚光燈下
Turn up the volume
對於一切都是值得的
For all that it's worth
我內心所有的惡魔都來自這個操蛋的生活
To live in the spotlight
曾經如此
All of my demons come to life
現在也如此
And all that it was
我在黑夜的茫茫中迷路
And all that it could be
我為什麼要死
Is lost in the darkness of the night
為了站在聚光燈下
Why should I die?
為什麼我要為你而死
To live in the spotlight
是你曾經讓我死
Why should I kill myself for you?
為了成為大眾的焦點
You'd let me die?
你還是讓我死在你的心裡吧
To live in the spotlight
聽著
You'd let me die inside for you...
如果金錢不是成功的一部分呢
Look
如果我那些年的好基友都沒有各奔東西呢
What if money wasn't part of success?
如果我們起的名字不會和遺憾畫上等號呢
Whould the people I used to be friends with never left?
我認為那樣的榮譽就是死神的先驅
What if making a name didn't come with regrets?
友誼的小船翻了
I think that fame's a pre-cursor to death:
家庭的巨輪沉了
Death of a friendship
堅強的男人死了
Death of a family
他們真正明白前那些誤解就煙消雲散了
Death of a man
就從一個吊扇開始把它肢解的粉身碎骨再畫一個五角星
The misunderstood are always dead before 'they' understand
路西法並不是一個造謠者他有自己的樂隊靠
Starting at ceiling fans, chop up milligrams, draw a pentagram
酒和我的嘔吐物全都噴在了我的鞋上
Lucifer's not a rumor he's in the band, damn
明亮的燈光和豪華的音樂會
Liquor and vomit on my Converse
和右手邊放著的槍
Bright lights and packed concerts
這個放在我化妝台上的橙色的塑料瓶子裝滿了來自父母的壓力
And right next to the gun
我已準備好在洞穴安家住在鐵籠裡
that's on my dresser are plastic orange bottles of peer pressure
泥菩薩過河自身都難保這又怎麼能逞英雄
And I'm ready to cave, I live in a cage
48天的快節奏的生活
How can I be a hero when I'm the one needing saved
我和我的死黨不過沒有傑里米·皮文，認真聽著
48 days of this fast lane living
就像庫爾特說的那樣燃燒殆盡然後黯然凋落會更好受一些
Me and my entourage no Jeremy Piven, listen
知道我看見了他的女兒，把他看作一個父親的時候我感同身受
It's better to burn out then fade away is what Kurt said
如果明天呢我為你能給她造成傷害的就是讓她死
I felt the same until I saw his daughter and thought as a father
吞了片安眠藥然後泣不成聲，調高了聲音
What if tomorrow; the only I could spoil her was dying?
放大音量
Started crying then popped a valium turned up the volume
放大音量
Turn up the volume
震耳欲聾
Turn up the volume
為了成為模範
Turn up the volume
這一切都是值得的
For all that it's worth
內心所有的惡魔都是源於這個操蛋的生活
To live in the spotlight
曾經如此
All of my demons come to life
以後也如此
And all that it was
我在茫茫的黑夜中迷失
And all thet it could be
我為什麼要死
Is lost in the darkness of the night
我要站在聚光燈下成為世界的焦點
Why should I die?
為什麼我會為你而死
To live in the spotlight
是你讓我死的嗎
Why should I kill myself for you?
我要站在聚光燈下成為世界的焦點
You'd let me die?
你還是讓我死在你的心裡吧
To live in the spotlight
所以當條子的警燈變成舞台耀眼的聚光燈時
You 'd let me die inside of you...
你會做些什麼呢
So what you do when the cop lights
你周圍的每個人都會痛恨你的存在因為你成功了
Turn into a stage and a spotlight?
如果我感到我有資格做我喜歡的事了我就會輕易放手嗎
And everyone around you starts to hate cause you got right
這可不是圖派克的作風啊！
And feel entitled like I'm supposed to stop living my life?
這也不是姆爺秀啊
Well this ain't 2Pac
這也不是真男人的作風啊！
This ain't EM's show
這是屬於機槍凱利的說唱風格！
This ain't Jigga man
這是C-town 19-double-X rep的代表
This that Kells flow
歡迎來到我的世界，這裡有張下次焦點秀的門票
This that C-town 19-double-X rep so
歡迎走進我的生活這是下一場秀的門票
Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next show spotlight
Welcome to my life here's a ticket to the next show