These Days

Why do I try?
Yeah I'm just gonna sing it pretty raspy
I think it might sound nice
Yeah yeah yeah uh yeah yeah yeah ah ay
Why do I try?
To exist in this game you made for me?
Caught stacked in your favor
Then you pushed me to the edge
I chased the dream that you sold me
Running towards the thought of being happy
I want my money long my hair nappy
Put my family on no more stressing
Tired of typing the words stress (man fxxk)
These days
I find silence traveling the places where my enemies don't know us yet
Don't tell me when the sun is rising I don't want to know it
'Cause when the light come out
I'm face to face with all my problems and I show it
Shaking hands with my devil
Before I go to sleep
Put some liquor in the kettle cause I like the way I drink
When they ask what my problem imma tell them everything
When they ask me whats my problem imma tell them hope they see
These days
My heart is much colder
To wake up and I'm smoking putting liquor in my soul and
Smoking smoking smoking
Tryna leave this shɪt quickly
If I take it for myself at least I told myself to give it
These days
These days
These days
You take me straight to hell I'm pretty sure that I was lonely
Yeah yeah yeah yeah rain usually got me moody
Now we wash away the sound
When it hit me on my hoodie
Seen the scene happy kid live a happy dream so surreal
Yeah just like a movie
Ay yeah yeah yeah yeah the sun turn all days to good days
When it shine, when it shine
But that's usually not the case
Where I was born and raised
Except when I rhyme
When I'm out of line
The systems running on reserves
Which lefts me humming to the birds
I got no returns slowly lowkey left with my concerns
And I know I could sue all of my wounds
But I've rather stay lost and cursed
Dying nerve turns
Work myself up til it works on my nerves and I burst
Give you my worst mixing to fight, disperse
Then all of the bridges are burnt
All the lessons to learn and if we dont play on my turn
I'll take what ive earned til I'm stacked
Hit the road like jack and never ever come back
These days
These days
My heart is much colder
To wake up and im smoking putting liquor in my soul and
Smoking smoking smoking
Tryna leave this shɪt quickly
If I take it for myself at least I told myself to give it
These days
These days
These days
You take me straight to hell I'm pretty sure that I was lonely
These days
These days
These days
These days