Shadow (From Songland)

Got me straight up drinkin from the barrel
給我烈酒，一醉方休
Ive been losin hours
光陰被我虛擲於此
Singin sad songs underneath the gallows
在絞刑架下吟唱哀歌
Runnin from my shadow
逃離內心深處的陰影
Runnin from my shadow
逃離內心深處的陰影
I need relief I need some peace
我需要安慰需要些許寧靜
But the voices they keep talking to me
但腦海裡的雜音卻揮之不去
And I keep going to meetings I pray every evening
我堅持參加集會，每晚虔誠禱告
But I cant escape my disease
卻無法擺脫那磨人的病痛
Lookin at me stare in the mirror
靜靜凝視著鏡中的自己
Look at the man starin back at you
看著那個人將目光反投向你
You are your failures you are your triumphs
失敗是你成功是你
You are a prophet you are an a *shole
先知是你混蛋是你
You are a devil and you are a god
惡魔是你上帝是你
You buy a shovel and bury it all
你買了一把鏟子，將一切埋葬
Think you can purchase your way right out of the void
妄想憑藉金錢來擺脫空虛
And not end up payin the cost
而不用付出多餘的代價
Lie to yourself lie to them hell
你不過是自欺欺人罷了
Whatever helps forgotten whats real
用盡一切辦法來忘記現實
You think the secrets you keep stay between you and me
你以為那些秘密只屬於你我
But the shadows attached to your heels like
卻沒發現內心的陰影如影隨形
Got me straight up drinkin from the barrel
給我烈酒，一醉方休
Ive been losin hours
光陰被我虛擲於此
Singin sad songs underneath the gallows
在絞刑架下吟唱哀歌
Runnin from my shadow
逃離內心深處的陰影
Runnin from my shadow
逃離內心深處的陰影
I let it rain through the sunroof
打開車的天窗，迎接雨水的洗禮
Ive been parked out by the waterfront
我泊車於水畔
Been going to warwith myself
與自己開戰交鋒
Reading Sun Tzu bumpin Tha Carter I
沉浸於《孫子兵法》和“卡特先生”
Im back on day two forgot how hard it was
第二天才找回自我，不願回想過程的艱辛
Starin at me for so long I forgot who the target was
駐足凝望自己，恍若隔世，我已忘記為何而戰
I thought I was over this this isnt what sober is
本以為挺過了這一遭，然而我卻並未真正醒悟
What kind of dad would hold their kids
什麼樣的父親會在擁抱孩子之後
Then go back out and ignore the risk
毅然離開，忽視所有風險
The shadow wants me to forget the pain
內心的陰影想讓我忘卻痛苦
Wants me to live in the guilt and the shame
想讓我在罪惡與恥辱中惘度餘生
So much that I have no choice
它們如此深重，以至我別無選擇
But to die from the drugs or blow out my ******* brain
唯有服藥自盡，或者一槍斃命
The shadow it wants me too busy
內心的陰影想讓我碌碌終生
It wants me keep driftin
讓我漂泊無依
It wants me to give in to fame
讓我為了名聲卑躬屈膝
It wants me forgettin that I got an illness
讓我忘記我曾被重病纏身
That lives in my spirit in different ways
我的精神世界被攪得一團糟
Shadow the light
影與光
They can both blind got different names
它們是殊途同歸的兩個極端
If its too dark if its too bright
無論是過於黑暗還是過於明亮
It can still burn you with different flames
都會以不同的火焰將你灼傷
And I dont owe them an iota
即使我不虧欠它們絲毫
Tell my mama Ima die sober
告訴我的媽媽，我要在清醒中死去
Yeah I might be bipolar
我可能患了躁鬱症
I should write an album out in Wyoming
我應該在懷俄明州寫一張專輯
Low bottom Im a high roller
即使身處低谷，我也該活得精彩
Go full throttle got no chauffeur
火力全開，無羈無束
Got two voices on both shoulders
有兩道對立的聲音一直在我耳畔盤旋
But I keep swinging til the fights over
但我不會向任意一方傾斜，直到戰鬥停息
Got me straight up drinkin from the barrel
給我烈酒，一醉方休
Ive been losin hours
光陰被我虛擲於此
Singin sad songs underneath the gallows
在絞刑架下吟唱哀歌
Runnin from my shadow
逃離內心深處的陰影
Runnin from my shadow
逃離內心深處的陰影
Runnin Im runnin I cant get away away away
我不停地跑，卻始終擺脫不了
Chasin me down every night and all day all day all day
那陰影日日夜夜將我尾隨
Runnin Im runnin I cant get away away away
我不停地跑，卻始終擺脫不了
Chasin me down every night and all day all day
那陰影日日夜夜將我尾隨
Runnin Im runnin I cant get away away away
我不停地跑，卻始終擺脫不了
Chasin me down every night and all day all day all day
那陰影日日夜夜將我尾隨
Im runnin Im runnin I cant get away
我不停地跑，卻始終擺脫不了
Chasin me down every night and all day
那陰影日日夜夜將我尾隨
My mama told me I gotta be brave be brave
我的媽媽告訴我，我必須勇敢振作
Keep runnin from my shadow
直到真正擺脫陰影的那一天