I Feel Wrong

Confused desires since my teenage years
Im the same homo my family fears
For my blue eyed boy
Theres a long distance longing
But behind closed doors, fantasies going on
And I feel wrong
Forgive me,
Father for
I have sinned
I must confess
Its brothers with my eyes that
I undressOnce a day,
I think about killing myself
I cant carry on
I must be strong even though it hurts
As I sing this song that
I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
God, its only love, its only love
God, how long will this go on?
And God, for how long will
I feel wrong?
And I feel wrong
And I feel wrong
I feel wrong
And I feel wrong