Roadside

My lawyer's son died in his sleep last night
我律師的兒子昨夜在睡夢中離世
Got me thinkin' 'bout who I was in my past life
引發我思考過去一生我都是什麼樣的人
To be surrounded by so much pain
周遭有那麼多的苦痛
I understand my karma, but why is their's the same?
我心知肚明自己的報應但他們為何與我無異
Two good people, two amazin' sons
兩個好人兩個傑出的年輕人
Just yesterday, they had both, now they raisin' one
昨天他們還共度今日就只剩下一個人
I look at the clouds and just think
我凝望著雲陷入沉思
I could lose mine, or they could lose me in one blink
我也會殞命眨眼間他們就會失去我
When I think one day it all ends, I start to drink
當我明白終有一日一切都會結束我便開始狂飲
And fathom suicide, 'cause I was almost on the brink
試圖用酒精殺死自己因為我早已危在旦夕
And it feel like my family been jinxed
好像我的家族都被詛咒
Ever since I found my grandmother stiff
自從發現我的祖母僵硬地
Leanin' over the kitchen sink
俯身在廚房水槽前
I could cry enough tears to float Noah's Ark
我哭出的淚水足以浮起諾亞方舟
Perfect health, but she died of a broken heart
健康狀況良好她是死於傷心
And after that, it was a domino effect
在那之後有一連串多米諾骨牌效應
First my uncle, then my daddy, I guess I'm in line next
先是我的叔叔然後是我父親我猜下一個就到我了
I got lost on the roadside
我在路邊徬徨
Yeah, I lost my way
我迷失了方向
I give thanks to the Most High
我感謝主
'Cause he kept me safe
因為他護我周全
Hope to God that I don't die
祈求上帝讓我苟活
So I pray
我祈禱
If I go, mama, don't cry
如果我也離開了媽媽別哭
I was on the roadside
我仍在那路邊
I was on the roadside
我仍在那路邊
How come you can' t learn a lesson until you go through it?
為什麼不親身經歷就無法獲得經驗
How come you can think about the past, but can't go to it?
為什麼時常想起卻不能回到從前
If I could, I would float through it
如果可以我要回溯時光
Walk up to Triple X's BMW window and stick a note to it
走到XXXtentacion的車窗貼一個便簽
Tell him to drive off, the Devil comin'
讓車主開走告訴他惡魔來了
Ever since he fell from Heaven, he been tryin' to settle somethin'
自從他從天堂墮落他便試圖了結一些事
I keep the faith and try not to question God
我忠誠於信仰不質疑上帝
But I got a problem when I see innocent people die
但我看見無辜的人死亡我動搖了
I sympathize with Jews, I sympathize with blacks
我同情猶太人同情黑人
Sympathize with Natives, America's yours if you want it back
同情原住民美國是你們的如果你們想把它搶回來
Where the hunger at?
原始的飢餓在哪裡
Probably under a tree in Mississippi by the river where they hung us at
大概在密西西比河旁他們吊著我們的樹下
If Jesus walked, why we all runnin' laps?
如果耶穌只是在漫步我們為何要超速奔跑
Feel like endin' racism further than where the sun is at
解決種族歧視問題任重道遠
A war to keep people from people, how dumb is that?
一場將人與人硬生生分離的戰爭多麼愚蠢
I guess we shouldn't put our thoughts on the front of hats
我覺得我們不應該隔岸觀火
I got lost on the roadside
我在路邊徬徨
Yeah, I lost my way
我迷失了方向
I give thanks to the Most High
我感謝主
'Cause he kept me safe
因為他護我周全
Hope to God that I don't die
祈求上帝讓我苟活
So I pray
我祈禱
If I go, mama, don't cry
如果我也離開了媽媽別哭
I was on the roadside
我仍在那路邊
I was on the roadside
我仍在那路邊
For sure that my soul will fly
肯定的是我的靈魂會遠走高飛
Cold, drippin' on the other side
在寒冷中降臨在彼岸
I know it happened to me every time
我每一次
Caught out on the roadside
在路邊徬徨時
Thumb high in the wind, itch
將拇指高舉在風中一陣癢癢
I tell my mama I'ma be alright now
我告訴媽媽我現在沒事了
I'll be home in a few weeks
我會在家裡待幾個星期
Soon, 'til then I'll sing this song to you
很快直到我將這首歌唱給你聽
I got lost on the roadside
我在路邊徬徨
Yeah, I lost my way
我迷失了方向
I give thanks to the Most High
我感謝主
'Cause he kept me safe
因為他護我周全
Hope to God that I don't die
祈求上帝讓我苟活
So I pray
我祈禱
If I go, mama, don't cry
如果我也離開了媽媽別哭
I was on the roadside
我仍在那路邊
I got lost on the roadside
我在路邊徬徨
Yeah, I lost my way
我迷失了方向
I give thanks to the Most High
我感謝主
'Cause he kept me safe
因為他護我周全
Hope to God that I don't die
祈求上帝讓我苟活
So I pray
我祈禱
If I go, mama, don't cry
如果我也離開了媽媽別哭
I was on the roadside
我仍在那路邊
I was on the roadside
我仍在那路邊