wean off (prod. classixs beats)

i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
凌晨四點嚥下幾粒舍曲林
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
all this isolation gimme hard ons
他們對我的孤立真的讓我生不如死
im not lonely
我並不孤單
honestly ive come to love it here
我努力去喜歡上這裡
i get my rocks off
想要把心中的壓抑排解
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
但還是得依賴藥物生活
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
hit me with a feature boy just know this is art
要是懂音樂就得來找我
come at me with garbage and ill rip it apart
但別給拿著你那爛歌來
honestly i been about it prior to you
其實我早就知道了
and i dont need a ****ing friend i need a drink and a dart
我不需要朋友抽煙喝酒就夠了
i dont even smoke but i think i should start
我之前不抽煙現在可能要試試了
take a couple years and give em back to the dark
再修煉幾年就滅掉你們
eliviate the pain and ****ing take out my heart
撫平我的傷痛跟我推心置腹的說
eliviate the pain and give me back to the dark
撫平我的傷痛把他們全部打回去
i needa wean off
但我得把你戒掉
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
凌晨四點嚥下幾粒舍曲林
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
all this isolation gimme hard ons
他們對我的孤立真的讓我生不如死
im not lonely
我並不孤單
honestly ive come to love it here
我努力去喜歡上這裡
i get my rocks off
想要把心中的壓抑排解
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
但還是得依賴藥物生活
they want a love song
他們都想听小情歌
but i havent felt love in a minute
但我從來沒感受過愛
its been so long
已經好久了
truthfully im not sure if i was ever in it
我不知道你有沒有愛過我
but now its all gone
管他呢反正你也回不來了
the people and the visions we both thought of as vivid
人和事物都在消逝
thought of as lucid
有好像很清晰
**** all the ********
管他呢
strangle and beat up and ****ing spit on the cupid
你怎麼配擁有她
im so gone
我已經迷失了
scotch and a spliffy had got me saying some ****
蘇格蘭威士忌害我說了點真話
i never dreamt of
我做夢也沒想到
sertraline pills im not an artist im a **********ing
我不是個藝術家
pill box
成堆的藥盒
right now **** the flashing lights i think id rather see a red dot
我現在就想看到個紅點
headshot
朝著頭射
maybe its time that i met god
這樣我可能就能上天了
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
凌晨四點嚥下幾粒舍曲林
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
all this isolation gimme hard ons
他們對我的孤立真的讓我生不如死
im not lonely
我並不孤單
honestly ive come to love it here
我努力去喜歡上這裡
i get my rocks off
想要把心中的壓抑排解
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
但還是得依賴藥物生活
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
i cant finish project
這活我真的做不了
or put it in motion
或者隨性子來
everythings sounds ****ty
所以事都好糟糕
by the damn second verse
之前
got some real friends
還有幾個知心的朋友
sending me some warm texts
給我發點暖心的微信
but its a shame that my phone dont work
但真遺憾我的手機打不開了
i got debt on debt
我債台高築
u like my shit oh bet
我打賭你還是喜歡我的
i might not make it for a while
我可能會退出一段時間
cause im ****ed in the head
因為我腦子裡一團糟
find me sleepin in bed
發現我躺在床上
i got a 12 hour rest
我有半天的時間來休息
imma wake up for an hour then go do it again
一個小時後就起再去做點音樂
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
give a **** if im dependent on the meds
如果我再依賴藥物一定要提醒我
as long as i get up and think enough to make a track
要用好長時間才能想出一段音樂
its weird to have a thousand people screaming whati said
要是有成千上萬人把我說的話供為經典該怎麼辦
im good at working under pressure when im sad i write the best
我最擅長在壓力下創作我傷心時的歌是最好的
smoke alot of **** but im addicted like its crack
抽葉子抽到上癮
i been rippin blunts until i feel it in my back
我感覺被開膛破肚
when you adopt the music you adopt it till u dead
要是你喜歡我的音樂你絕對會喜歡一輩子
your brain'll change and you can fire thoughts like your a gat
不騙你
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
4am waking up and skipping zoloft
凌晨四點嚥下幾粒舍曲林
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉
all this isolation gimme hard ons
他們對我的孤立真的讓我生不如死
im not lonely
我並不孤單
honestly ive come to love it here
我努力去喜歡上這裡
i get my rocks off
想要把心中的壓抑排解
but i cant take the emotion when the drugs wear off
但還是得依賴藥物生活
i needa wean off
我得把你戒掉