fate endless line

And I'm trapped in my own world
Nothing feels right
My head's in a twirl
I bloodied up my bed
I'm sick of taking meds
Can't get you out my head
Can't get you out my head
And I'm sick of all the bullshit
I can't take it anymore
It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity
And I just watch the rain fall
I bang my head on the wall
I can't answer your call
I'm bleeding from my eyeballs
And I'm having withdraws
My body's shaking uncaused
I need to put my life on pause
I perform then you applaud
Standing at the crossroads my mind is altered
Constantly struggling I'm turning monster
Formatting myself please let me restate
Losing faith yeah I think this is my fate
But I wake up feeling sad
I just want you out my head
Cut my vein it's bleeding red
Cried all night yeah I am scared
And I just wait for your call
Shorty said she wanna ball
Then she ghosts me like Shoko
I need a girl like Kato
And I am having trauma
Feel like I'm Monokuma
Setting up Holy Grail Wars
Fate stay night Rin Tohsaka
And I'm trapped in my own world
Nothing feels right
My head's in a twirl
I bloodied up my bed
I'm sick of taking meds
Can't get you out my head
And every day I wanna strangle myself think it's fine but it's not ok
And I just really hate to live like this
But that's just how it ****in' is and it's stayed that way
Got a feeling in my stomach I just can't seem to fight it
Fly away from here no I don't wanna live like this
And it's clear that I hate it
But I can never face it
(I just want you here in my arms)
And I'm sick of all the bullshit
I can't take it anymore
It's like I'm caught in an endless line of negativity
And I just watch the rain fall
I bang my head on the wall
I can't answer your call
I'm bleeding from my eyeballs
And I'm having withdraws
My body's shaking uncaused
I need to put my life on pause
I perform then you applaud