Smile

Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned
Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love
Is not for me i play the circus clown around
my friends make them laugh and they wont see that
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep ,
Lord know its killing me

So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la , la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa

Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin
he might call me but he dont call me but then i
Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me
not like me, and so i go around with my head
Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around
with all my friends im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat dont want them
to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing me

So i put on my make up put
a smile on my face and if
anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)

sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i
Would choose but what else can i do if
he dont love me no if
he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)

So i put on my make up put
a smile on my face and if
anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face oooh

singing, la la la, la la,