Whole Wide World

**** scary, but I stay spinning
Looking through obituaries with your name in it
Ima go another ten if you say finish
I seen ****** losing sense, tryna gain listens
Nothing changes when you working with the same vision
Finna show it if your purpose was to say sitting
I hold oceans, not lake timid
You get everything and more into a fake mission
Why , its a clever thing, you went to go and play victim
I had the way tripping, and this the late sister
I forget he called when I know he that concerned
Bought some **** I aint concerned with
Shouldve let my soul blister, instead I let it burn
****, I pump this gold in, all this treasure earned
All this **** regretted, show me this a lesson learned
All my struggles set in stone, I wish they left the Earth
Everybody got a purpose, make your message worth
On the surface, I reflect the worst
Growing up, you supposed to let it hurt
Showing up, you couldnt detect Im nervous
Im in my head, disturbed, Im acting up with curses
Curses, ayy, ayy, ayy