changing

Is it possible
是否可以
That the pain I feel right now makes me feel safe here?
此刻感到傷痛，是否在此安然無恙？
Im uncomfortable
我身體有些欠恙
But Id rather be alone than just be fakin
但我寧願孑然一身，也不願裝模作樣
I dont know how to figure it out and I
我難以清楚明了，我...
Wanna jump, but Im glued to the ground
想一躍而起，但我卻與大地膠著
Just waitin, waitin
只可等待，不可行動
Its hard to sing when you cant hear a sound and its
沒有伴奏的旋律，不可吟唱
Hard to fly when youre on the way down
急速下墜的你，也不可逆風而翔
Just shakin, shakin
只能隨風而擺，孤苦飄零
And I hate this
對此厭煩
Perfectly alone and still so anxious
孤獨無伴，焦慮難安
Drowning in the ocean of
淹沒於無聲之海
A mind that thinks too much
凡事都想過多之腦
And a heart thats gone untouched
以及一顆從未觸動之心
Im changing
嘗試改變
But dont know who Im changing to
卻不知我為誰而變
Dont know who Im changing to
不知為誰而自我變化
Its impossible
似乎難以置信
To understand the pain of being broken
去理解破碎的痛苦
Am I responsible?
我是否能得到回應
When asked if Im okay, I just start chokin
當被問到我是否還好，我只是開始哽咽
I dont know how to figure it out and I
我難以清楚明了，我...
Wanna jump, but Im glued to the ground
想一躍而起，但我卻與大地膠著
Just waitin, waitin
只可等待，不可行動
Its hard to sing when you cant hear a sound and its
沒有伴奏的旋律，不可吟唱
Hard to fly when youre on the way down
急速下墜的你，也不可逆風而翔
Just shakin, shakin
只能隨風而擺，孤苦飄零
And I hate this
對此厭煩
Perfectly alone and still so anxious
孤獨無伴，焦慮難安
Drowning in the ocean of
沉溺於無聲之海
A mind that thinks too much
凡事都想過多之腦
And a heart thats gone untouched
以及一顆從未觸動之心
Im changing
嘗試改變
But dont know who Im changing to, to
卻不知我為誰而變
Mmm
To, to
And I hate this
對此厭煩
Perfectly alone, Im still so anxious
孤獨無伴，焦慮難安
Drowning in the ocean of
沉溺於無聲之海
A mind that thinks too much
凡事都想過多之腦
And a heart thats gone untouched
以及一顆從未觸動之心
Im changing
嘗試改變
But dont know who Im changing to
卻不知我為誰而變
Changing to
為誰而變
Changing to, to
變化了又會如何？