snail (feat. Chloe M Orion do)

I was just born like this
我生來如此
Wish that I could change it
多希望我能改變現實
Four peculiar limbs and a head that doesn't fit
怪異的四肢和不搭的腦袋
I wish that I was still a kid
多希望自己還是個孩子
I was just born like this
但我生來如此
Doctors knew before I did
醫生早已知曉
There's another snail if I'm with me in my shell
在我的心底還有另一個自己
It's fair to say I don't like it
說實話我不喜歡他給我帶來焦慮
I'm hanging out with the bullets in my mouth
我嘴裡含著子彈外出閒逛
And when you look away I'll spit them out
當你移開視線時我會把它們吐掉
I'm hanging out with the foxes and the hounds
我會帶著狐狸和獵狗出門
And when I fit in I'll break back out
當我適應生活後便會逃離
I really hope you've found something
多希望你能找到方法
Entertaining
讓我擺脫沮喪與焦慮
Honestly I've had enough of looking at a dead man
我已厭倦一直盯著死氣沉沉的人
I just wanna scrape my knees
我只想磨破膝蓋
Cry until my mommy sees
淚流滿面直到媽媽看見
Popsicle to make a mess
吃根雪糕弄得滿地狼藉
All over my Sunday best
還弄髒自己漂亮的衣服
Learn everything
我幡然醒悟
For the first time again
再一次重新來過
I just wanna be a kid
我只想做個孩子
I just wanna be a kid
多希望自己只是個孩子
But I don't wanna be a kid who was born like this
但我不願做生來如此的孩子