Close To Me

I've waited hours for this
我等啊等，等了幾個小時
i've made myself so sick
煎熬啊，真是自作自受
i wish i'd stayed
真是希望我能
asleep today
把這一天睡過去
i never thought this day would end
我從沒想到白天就這麼結束了
i never thought tonight could ever be
自然也沒想到今晚已經這麼

迫在眉睫
this close to me
我想盡量在黑暗中看清
just try to see in the dark
我不斷告訴自己一定能行的
just try to make it work
結果只是在你來之前徒增恐懼
to feel the fear before you're here
等到我稍微看清時，驚覺你的身影已經快走到我身邊了
i make the shapes come much too close
我繼續張望著
i pull my eyes out
大氣都不敢喘一下
hold my breath
一動不動直到我都發抖了
and wait until i shake
我想啊如果我能擁有你的信任
but if i had your faith
那我就能把一切安排得從容又妥帖了
then i could make it safe and clean
或者要是我能確定
if only i was sure
我此刻把頭貼在門上只是在做夢就好了
that my head on the door was a dream
我已經等了好幾個小時
i've waited hours for this
煎熬煎熬煎熬
i've made myself so sick
要是能把這天睡過去就好了
i wish i'd stayed asleep today
沒想到白天就這麼結束了
i never thought this day would end
沒想到今夜已經這麼
i never thought tonight could ever be
迫在眉睫
this close to me
如果我有你的信任
but if i had your face
那我一定能表現得從從容容乾淨又利落
then i could make it safe and clean
要是我能發現此刻把頭靠在門上只是在做夢的話也不錯啊
if only i was sure that my head on the door was a dream