Blackout

Imma take a seat sit back
Watch the world go down on the TV
Sitting on the couch
Staring at the wall with the phone on mute please
And give me 5 minutes need to clear my head need
A just breathe
And everybody wanna try to be ahead
But they don't see that there's no need
Once you stop then you will see
There's no luxury in speed
We weren't born with guarantee
So take it easy
I don't wanna carry that load no more
Got the world on my shoulders one year older
Don't turn the lights on it's a blackout
Yesterday we put a man up in space
But we can't even stop a war hell no
So sick and tired of being sick and tired
Nothing phases me no more no more
And how you gonna tell me what the future
Holds when no one ever really knows no one ever really knows
'Cause I can't prepare for what I don't know
So I let the powers take
Once you stop then you will see
There's no luxury in speed
We weren't born with guarantee
So take it easy
I don't wanna carry that load no more
Got the world on my shoulders one year older
Don't turn the lights on it's a blackout
I wake up and I feel a little heavy
Demons in my mind they speaking I hear them clearly
Echoing all the negative developing
The pictures of the horror that
I picture in my mind frame I'm saying
I just need a breather get back to loving me
'Cause I haven't be breathing and oxygen is ******* free
Then I ignite the free right to freely write
About these nights when I need light for
Some insight in my blackout
It's blackout better run run now 'cause it waiting for you
It's blackout better run shhh get ready
Everything is nothing it's to be a blackout
Get ready it's about to be a blackout blackout