holding on

Bite my tongue, you wouldn't hear me anyway
咬緊我的舌你讓我閉嘴
Hold my nerve, while I wait for the fires to fade
緊緊摟著我等我慾火消退
I'm seeing every single word you don't say
我讀懂了你的心
But I feel like I've seen it all
我本以為我讀透了你
How come every time you ask me to stay
為何每次你留我
You're halfway gone?
都貌合神離
If this is the easy way out, then why am I finding it hard as hell?
都說士之耽兮猶可說也，為何我不可脫？
I'm wide awake, waiting for sleep to steal my doubts
輾轉難眠苦等睡神餵我喝下孟婆湯
And everything we had rehearsed, has come back to haunt us but ten times worse
我們計劃的每件事都脫離正軌讓人百倍煩惱
I'm holding on, so tight it hurts
我攥得太緊緊得手痛
So why are we holding on?
所以為什麼還攥著不放？

閉眼沉思
Close my eyes
難道我在逃離
Am I slowly slipping away?
若我等待時機
If I bide my time
我就灩湮於茫茫眾生再不見你
I'll get lost like a tear in the rain
為何你每次留我
How come every time you ask me to stay, you're halfway gone ?
都貌合神離
If this is the easy way out, then why am I finding it hard as hell?
輾轉難眠苦等睡神餵我喝下孟婆湯
I'm wide awake, waiting for sleep to steal my doubts
我們計劃的每件事都脫離正軌讓人百倍煩惱
And everything we had rehearsed, has come back to haunt us but ten times worse
我攥得太緊緊得手痛
I'm holding on so tight, it hurts
所以為什麼還攥著不放？
So why are we holding on?
所以為什麼還將就？
Why are we holding on?
所以為什麼還按兵不動？
Why are we holding on?
所以為什麼還若無其事？
Why are we holding on?
所以為什麼還苦苦維持？
Why are we holding on?
所以為什麼不忍分手？
Why are we holding on?
都說男人不在乎感情為什麼我放不下你
If this is the easy way out, then why am I finding it hard as hell?
我翻來覆去祈禱睡意帶我去安樂鄉
I'm wide awake, waiting for sleep to steal my doubts
一切失去了秩序我們茫然無措
And everything we had rehearsed, has come back to haunt us but ten times worse
但我還是不能放下你
I'm holding on so tight it hurts, but I can't let you go