Kill Me Better (Travis Barker Alt Version)

I dont really want to die
我真的不想就這樣死去
Its just how I feel, its just how I feel sometimes
這就是我時而會有的耿耿於懷
I dont want to tell a lie
我不想再用謊言遮蓋
I just want to feel, I just want to feel alright
我只想只想讓自己難受不再
I dont really want to fight
我真的不想再去爭奪對錯
And just disappear, float away for one night, no
就讓我消身匿跡哪怕一夜
Now Im falling like a landslide
如今我只能像山崩般離析
Thought were on the same side
本以為你我持有同一觀點
But its not right without you
但沒了你一切都不再正確
Gotta kill another demon left in my head
我要將腦中的另一個惡魔抹殺
Hes been scheming on the walls and under my bed
他一直在我的周遭將密謀陷害
Its the suicidal thoughts that Im fed
自殺的念頭源源不斷灌輸進我腦海
Welcome to my American wasteland
歡迎來到我的美利堅荒原
I fell in love with the warzone
我深深愛上了戰亂之地
This is not my home
這並不是我的歸屬
This is just a place where Ive been
只是我曾踏足的地方
Doing pretty well on my own
我自己一人也能將事情完善
But inside of my own head
在我腦海中
This is what Ive said
這就是我給自己的留言
Kill me better, you said youd never
給我個痛快吧你說你下不去手
But you keep adding pressure to the wound (To the wound)
但你卻一直在我傷口上撒鹽
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
我討厭這大雪紛飛的天氣
But Im guessing that the cold will have to do
但或許寒冷的侵襲始料未及
I take a minute to relax in my mind
我讓自己放鬆些許
Ive been feeling pretty bad there all night
徹夜我都感覺一團糟
In the dark room staring at the phone light
漆黑一片的房間中空洞盯著來電指示燈
Sweet dreams, farewell, and goodnight
美夢再見晚安
Gotta kill another demon left in my head
我要將腦中的另一個惡魔抹殺
Hes been scheming on the walls and under my bed
他一直在我的周遭將密謀陷害
Its the suicidal thoughts that Im fed
自殺的念頭源源不斷灌輸進我腦海
Welcome to my American wasteland
歡迎來到我的美利堅荒原
I fell in love with the warzone
我深深愛上了戰亂之地
This is not my home
這並不是我的歸屬
This is just a place where Ive been
只是我曾踏足的地方
Doing pretty well on my own
我自己一人也能將事情完善
But inside of my own head
在我腦海中
This is what Ive said
這就是我給自己的留言
Kill me better, you said youd never
給我個痛快吧你說你下不去手
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
但你卻一直在我傷口上撒鹽
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
我討厭這大雪紛飛的天氣
But Im guessing that the cold will have to do
但或許寒冷的侵襲始料未及
Kill me better, you said youd never
給我個痛快吧你說你下不去手
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
但你卻一直在我傷口上撒鹽
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
我討厭這大雪紛飛的天氣
But Im guessing that the cold will have to do
但或許寒冷的侵襲始料未及