Spill My Drink

Yeah
Let me get right
Muh'****ers poppin at me
Baby mama say I can't be the pappy
All this propaganda with my family
E'rything I got wasn't hand to me
Had to hit the block
So gradually became the man I be (be be)
Sorry that my pop wasn't a man to me
Had to opt for different
Boyfriends my mammy handed me
Performin mammograms on her while I play Atari
Scarred me horribly horribly
Lock that thought out
But at times I lose perspective
No disrespect but I was forced to think reckless
In and out of courts for usin illegal methods
Guess them poor choices left us disconnected
The one who points the finger
Got four for pointin back
Nothin can come between us
I'm hopin you knowin that
And if I let you down
Can't keep holdin it on my back
I gotta stay focused
Where my sanity's at sanity's at
Dodgin all these darts in my thoughts I seek
Can't let these people spill my drink
I'ma mob like a boss 'til
I'm off in my casket's reach
Won't let these *****z spill my drink
I'm ridin through the city
Sippin Henny with my thoughts in sync
Can't let these *****z spill my drink
To my *****z gettin money still hungry
Tryin to stay on your feet
Don't let these *****z spill yo' drink(drink drink)
E'rybody lookin at me
Like the boy lookin scraggly
Since he ain't with Shady like
E'rything collapsed behind me
A contract don't define me
It just reminds me that
I'm givin up my paper to sign me
And with the dismay of my record release delay I
See who was close
Somehow they slipped away now
Price to pay when you ball then get on your A I
Crossover was cold now O's under the radar
To e'rything I cherish gotta be re-established
All cause the marriage didn't succeed it perished
The characters I used to feed all vanished
Left me on my knees bleedin with no bandages
No gauze when I fall but even through it all
I handled this way to ball mechanics is
Kept at a hundred them other *****z is amateurs
Guess that's the law of averages - eww
Dodgin all these darts in my thoughts I seek
Can't let these people spill my drink
I'ma mob like a boss 'til
I'm off in my casket's reach
Won't let these *****z spill my drink
I'm ridin through the city
Sippin Henny with my thoughts in sync
Can't let these *****z spill my drink
To my *****z gettin money still hungry
Tryin to stay on your feet
Don't let these *****z spill yo' drink (drink drink)
So even when you're dreamin
And I'm intervenin demons
Get to workin on your inner bein
Let 'em know you see 'em
When the G that's within got ya infra-red schemin
Keep me in your head instead
You don't need to bleed 'em
Cause a boat with no anchor is
A boat that's gon' sail
You don't even need them folks all's well
May they all burn in hell
Cause when all else fails
You the truth your blue glass won't spill
Dodgin all these darts in my thoughts I seek
Can't let these people spill my drink
I'ma mob like a boss 'til
I'm off in my casket's reach
Won't let these *****z spill my drink
I'm ridin through the city
Sippin Henny with my thoughts in sync
Can't let these *****z spill my drink
To my *****z gettin money still hungry
Tryin to stay on your feet
Don't let these *****z spill yo' drink (drink drink)