Breakdown

you called yesterday to basically say
昨天你打來電話只想說
that you care for me
你在乎我
but that youre just not in love
但無關愛情
immediately, i pretended
那一刻我裝作
to be feeling similarly
心中的感受與平日無二
and led you to believe i was ok
並讓你相信我還好
to just walk away from the one thing
能夠從這件對我來說無比神聖
thats unyielding and sacred to me
而難以改變的事中抽身離開
[01: 56][03:10][03:39][04:08]well, i guess im trying to be
我想我正嘗試著
[01:58][03:12][03: 40][04:09]non-chalant about it
對它漠不關心
[02:00][03:14][03:41][04:10]and im going to extremes
甚至走上了極端
[02:02][03:16][03:43][04:12]to prove im fine without you
只為證明沒有你我依舊很好
[02 :04][03:18][03:45][04:14]but in reality
可在現實當中
[02:05][03:19][03:47][04:16 ]im slowly losing my mind
我的理智正一點點消磨殆盡
[02:07][03:21][03:49][04:18]underneath the guise of a smile
在笑容的掩飾背後
[02:08][03:22][03:51][04:20]gradually, im dying inside
內心裡我如同在逐漸死去
[02:10 ][03:24][03:53][04:21]friends ask me how i feel
當身邊的朋友問起我的感受
[02:12][03:26][03: 55][04:23]and i lie convincingly
我總會回以令人信服的謊言
[02:14][03:28][03:57][04:25]cause i dont want to reveal
因為我不願揭露
[02:16][03:30][03:58][04:26]the fact that that im suffering
我正備受煎熬的事實
[02:18][03:32][04:00][04:28]so, i wear my disguise
所以我只好等到夜裡回家後
[02:20][03 :34][04:02][04:30]til i go home at night
再卸去偽裝
[02:22][03:36][04:04][04:32]and turn down all the lights
關掉所有的燈
[02:24][03:38][04:06][04:34]and then i break down and cry
徹底崩潰失聲痛哭
so, what do you do
那麼你會怎麼做
when somebody youre devoted to
當你全身心愛著的那個人
suddenly just stops loving you
突然之間不再愛你
and it seems they havent got a clue
而且他們似乎對你所經受的
of the pain that rejection
被拋棄的痛苦
is putting you through
一無所知
do you cling to your pride
你會不會堅持於你的尊嚴
and sing 'i will survive'
唱道我會從陰影中走出
do you lash out and say
你會不會厲聲責問他說道
'how dare you leave this way'
你怎麼敢就這樣離我而去
do you hold on in vain
你會不會在徒勞中苦苦糾纏
as they just slip away
當他們離去