Broken

Now it's time to change it all
Broken down retaining walls
Cannot fight em anymore
Silent ones i've slain before
Can't things ever stay the same
I loved that b* tch, but i'm to blame
She fired shots into my heart, all this time she was acting, playing games
There's a picture i need to paint
A picture standing for my brain
There's no place for you inside, cause i put you way outside of the frame
All this time you had to know you slowly f**ked me up
All i could ever find to say was « sh*t i f** ked it up »
You were a special kind of b*tch, the kind i never should have wished for
Special kind of stitches, left on my body, my spirit's sore
Thank you for the ride, you could only make me stronger
No more b*tches on my mind, i'll keep going a little longer
On the bright side, i was never left to wander
On the darker side of things, there's a demons i needa conjure
Now it's time to change it all
Broken down retaining walls
Cannot fight em anymore
Silent ones i've slain before
Can't things ever stay the same
I loved that b*tch, but i'm to blame
She fired shots into my heart, all this time she was acting, playing games
There's a picture i need to paint
A picture standing for my brain
There's no place for you inside, cause i put you way outside of the frame
I got an army made of ghosts of the past, i'm their major
They have to subsist on my memories, consider me their savior
Failure, danger, unexpected behavior
I'm not used to failing, guess it never was my nature
Til i met you, i was dead, ifelt as cold as ice
Until i break you, i'll be damned, i'll feel a fire deep inside
You had me change until i became a stranger to myself
Thought it was strange, you hold what remains, left of my broken self
And in the end i'm finally free
I wonder which of you will come to me
I know why i felt so unique
But i won' t tell because you took it all away from me
Can't things ever stay the same
I loved that b*tch, but i'm to blame
She fired shots into my heart, all this time she was acting, playing games
There's a picture i need to paint
A picture standing for my brain
There's no place for you inside, cause i put you way outside of the frame