Kill Me Better

I dont really want to die
我真的不想死掉
Its just how I feel, its just how I feel sometimes
有時我總是這樣想
I dont want to tell a lie
我不想說謊
I just want to feel, I just want to feel alright
我不過是想讓自己好受點
I dont really want to fight
我也不想再爭取什麼
And just disappear, float away for one night, no
只希望消失於人間浮游於天地哪怕一夜也好
Now Im falling like a landslide
此刻我彷佛從懸崖上直墜而下
Thought were on the same side
儘管我們是同道中人
But its not right without you
可沒有了你我感到無所適從

Gotta kill another demon left in my head
真想扼殺我腦海中遺留的邪念
Hes been scheming on the walls and under my bed
它無處不在到處都是陰謀
Its the suicidal thoughts that Im fed
不斷給自己灌輸著一了百了的念頭
Welcome to my American wasteland
歡迎來到我的美洲荒原

I fell in love with the warzone
我愛上了這片戰火遍及之地
This is not my home
儘管這裡不是我的家
This is just a place where Ive been
但這是我曾經的歸屬
Doing pretty well on my own
憑我一己之力也可力挽狂瀾
But inside of my own head
但在我內心深處
This is what Ive said
這便是我的宣言

Kill me better, you said youd never
你最好將我置於死地可你又不願意
But you keep adding pressure to the wound (To the wound)
但你現在的所為於我而言不過是雪上加霜
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
感到虛無縹緲我討厭這糟糕的天氣
But Im guessing that the cold will have to do
但我想面對寒冷的侵襲我也無能為力

I take a minute to relax in my mind
我平靜了許久
Ive been feeling pretty bad there all night
整夜只覺得難受到極點
In the dark room staring at the phone light
昏暗的房間裡盯著手機屏幕
Sweet dreams, farewell, and goodnight
看著你發給我的'好夢','再見'與'晚安'

Gotta kill another demon left in my head
真想扼殺我腦海中遺留的邪念
Hes been scheming on the walls and under my bed
它無處不在到處都是陰謀
Its the suicidal thoughts that Im fed
不斷給自己灌輸著一了百了的念頭
Welcome to my American wasteland
歡迎來到我的美洲荒原

I fell in love with the warzone
我愛上了這片戰火遍及之地
This is not my home
儘管這裡不是我的家
This is just a place where Ive been
但這是我曾經的歸屬
Doing pretty well on my own
憑我一己之力也可力挽狂瀾
But inside of my own head
但在我內心深處
This is what Ive said
這便是我的宣言

Kill me better, you said youd never
你最好將我置於死地可你又不願意
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
但你現在的所為於我而言不過是雪上加霜
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
感到虛無縹緲我討厭這糟糕的天氣
But Im guessing that the cold will have to do
但我想面對寒冷的侵襲我也無能為力

Kill me better, you said youd never
你最好將我置於死地可你又不願意
But you keep adding pressure to the wound
但你現在的所為於我而言不過是雪上加霜
Light as a feather, I hate this weather
感到虛無縹緲我討厭這糟糕的天氣
But Im guessing that the cold will have to do
但我想面對寒冷的侵襲我也無能為力