My Mistake

I got up late again today
今晨又一次晚起
And I'm scared of everything
我心中滿是對這世界的懼意
I don't dare to dream
亦害怕墜入那夢鄉之中
I got a dark imagination
心中幻想只餘黑暗塗抹
These hours waste away
光陰消磨
A debt I'll never pay
再難彌償
I'm talking to the walls
對牆喃語
But the walls keep caving in
兀自崩塌
They amplify my thoughts
思緒延展
I really want a conversation
只願將心聲盡數傾吐
But I let it slip away
但卻唯有一再錯失
A debt I'll never pay
所錯過的都永難彌償
Worry, worry, oh
只剩憂心忡忡
It's funny how it changes
笑看世事變遷
When nothing really changes at all
可本質卻不曾更變
Am I jaded?
是倦了麼？
Am I meant to feel this way?
此般感受是否全因我自作自受
I'm a loser, getting beat by my own game
我是個敗者為自己構築的遊戲所困縛
But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake
但若是都怪罪於我那至少也是罪所因得
Oh, at least it was my mistake
至少一切都還能怪罪於我
'Cause I choose to be this way
因為這全因我自作自受
I'm a loser, and I self-deprecate
我是個自我否決的敗者
So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake
當我漸漸頹然至少一切都還能怪罪於我
I saw my friend today
今天見了一位友人
She tried to comfort me
她試著安撫我
But I turned her away
但我卻扭頭而去
There's magic in this misery
痛苦亦有其獨特的魔力
So no matter what you say
所以無論你以何言語相勸
I don't think I'll ever change
我不覺得自己會有所改觀
Worry, worry, oh
只剩憂心忡忡
It's funny how it changes
笑看世事變遷
When nothing really changes at all
可本質卻不曾更變
Am I jaded?
我是倦了麼？
Am I meant to feel this way?
此般感受是否全因我自作自受？
I'm a loser, getting beat by my own game
我是個敗者為自己構築的遊戲所困縛
But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake
但若是都怪罪於我那至少也是罪所因得
Well, at least it was my mistake
至少一切都還能怪罪於我
'Cause I choose to be this way
因為這全因我自作自受
I'm a loser, and I self-deprecate
我是個自我否決的敗者
So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake
我漸漸頹然至少一切都還能怪罪於我
And I don't really care about what anyone says
我真的不在意旁人的閒言碎語
I don't give a damn about what anyone says
我不想搭理那些無謂的風言風語
I don 't want to think about anything
我只想放空自己
I don't want to think about anything
我只想將這世界拋之腦後
And I don't really care about what anyone says
我真的不在意旁人的閒言碎語
I don't need opinions hanging over my head
我不需要什麼金玉良言
I don't really care about anything
我不在乎這世間的一切
I don't really care
我已經看開了
I don't really care at all
我真的一點都不在乎了
Am I jaded?
我是倦了麼？
Am I meant to feel this way?
此般感受是否全因我自作自受？
I'm a loser, getting beat by my own game
我是個敗者為自己構築的遊戲所困縛
But if I falter, well at least it was my mistake
但若是都怪罪於我那至少也是罪所因得
Well, at least it was my mistake
至少一切都還能怪罪於我
'Cause I choose to be this way
因為這全因我自作自受
I'm a loser, and I self-deprecate
我是個自我否決的敗者
So when I falter, well at least it was my mistake
當我漸漸頹然至少一切都還能怪罪於我
Well, at least it was my mistake
至少一切都還能怪罪於我
Well, at least it was my mistake
至少一切都還能怪罪於我