Crave The Dirt (prod. gin$eng)

Sometimes I crave the dirt
有时我渴望变得泥泞不堪
Sometimes I wanna feel low
有时我想要一蹶不振
Sometimes I crave the hurt
有时我渴望疼痛来袭
Sometimes I wanna let go
有时我想要放手
'Cause on sunny days
即使万里无云
All I see is the rain
我眼里却只有乌云密布
I know that this warmth cannot last
我知道这份温暖不能长久
And these doctors wanna put a name
所有的医学者都想命名
To my feelings, to my brain
我的这种感觉 我的思想
Before they've ever lived my past
即使他们对我的过去一无所知
What are you asking
你想知道什么
If you're not asking yourself
为什么不先问问你自己呢
What am I doing right now
我在做什么
Who am I doing it for
我做这一切都是为了谁
Do you wake up happy
你每天醒来都无忧无虑吗
Or do you wake up wondering
或者你充满疑惑的醒来吗
Who's pulling strings on all your moves
是谁在幕后操纵这你
Cause they just don't feel like you
只是因为他们永远不能像你一样
Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
像是全世界都有意的与我为敌
I'm feeling so empty
我感到空虚
I'm thinking these drinks can fill me up
这些酒精能不能填补我
And I'm wrong again
我一错再错
Singing these songs again
这些歌余音绕梁在脑海中
Lost in my mind
失去理智
The end is near I can feel it
我可以感受到结局近在咫尺
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
我相信我只有在几近疯狂是头脑才是最清晰的
I know you're hurting too
我也知道你倍感痛苦
Can we just accept the truth
我们就接受现实吧 好吗
That we're not here for any good reason
我们的存在毫无意义
Just remind me to breathe in
提醒我苟活着
I'll remind you to breathe in
我会提醒你继续活着
What are you asking
你想知道什么
If you're not asking yourself
为何不先问问你自己
What am I doing right now
我在做什么
Who am I doing it for
我到底是为了谁
Do you wake up happy
你每天醒来都无忧无虑吗
Or do you wake up wondering
或你总在疑惑中醒来吗
Who's pulling strings on all your moves
到底是谁在幕后操控着你
'Cause they just don't feel like you
只因为他们不是你也不能成为你