Messed Up

We have conversations
我和你说了几句
I have conversations with myself
还给自己提醒着
With someone else
好像身边还有人
Staring into nothing
目不转睛
Staring out at something
发起了呆
I'm not there, I'm everywhere
我心不在焉，心早就飞到了九霄云外
And when I go back
当我回过神来
Back to the start
回到起点
First time feels so far away
第一次感觉到遥不可及
Far away
遥不可及
I’m just a little messed up
我好像搞砸了
I’m a little out of my head
我有点疯狂
Looks like I get along fine
看起来我和每个人相处得很好
But most the time I’m just scared
但大多数时候我很害怕
I’m just a little messed up
我好像搞砸了一切
And I think that that's ok
但我觉得这没什么
I’m just a little messed up
我有点跟不上节奏
I’m just a little messed up
思路混乱
You have expectations
你对我充满期望
I have expectations every night
我也对每个夜晚充满幻想
All the time
总是如此
Better off pretending
但我还是更愿假装
Better to be spending time alone
最好是一个人呆着
Without my phone
远离社交
And when I go back
当我回过神来
Back to the start
回到起点
Hindsight feels so far away
才发现，一切都如此遥不可及
Far away
远在天边
I’m just a little messed up
我很崩溃
I’m a little out of my head
满脑乱线
Looks like I get along fine
我只是表面风光
But most the time I’m just scared
实际上怕得要死
I’m just a little messed up
我有点跟不上节奏
And I think that that's ok
但我觉得没什么大不了的
I’m just a little messed up
我仅仅是有点不爽
I’m just a little messed up
仅仅如此
And when I go back
当我回过神来
Back to the start
回到起点
First time feels so far away
才发现梦想如此遥远
Far away
伸手不及
Go back back to the start
回到起点
Hindsight feels so far away
才意识到如此不现实
Far away
不现实
I’m just a little messed up
我有些许崩溃
I’m a little out of my head
有些疯狂
Looks like I get along fine
表面风光
But most the time I’m just scared
实则慌极了
I’m just a little messed up
我有些许崩溃
And I think that that's ok
但我觉得这不成大碍
I’m just a little messed up
我有些许崩溃
I’m just a little messed up
我有些许崩溃
I’m just a little messed up
我有些许崩溃
I’m a little out of my head
我有点疯狂
Looks like I get along fine
表面风光靓丽
But most the time I’m just scared
实则精神空虚，时时刻刻担惊受怕
I’m just a little messed up
我有些许崩溃
And I think that that's ok
但我觉得还行
I’m just a little messed up
我有些许崩溃
I’m just a little messed up
我只是有些许崩溃