Kill Yourself (Part III)

[Sample: Butterfly Boucher] [X2]
It's not fair, I found love
公平不公平啊，我在找爱诶~
It made me say that
不得不说
Get back you'll never see daylight, If I'm not strong, it just might
往回走你永远看不到黎明，如果我不够强大，也许会
[Verse 1: Oddy Nuff da Snow Leopard]
They figure me a dead motherfucker, but I'm just a motherfucker that want to be dead
他们说我就一无可救药的浑蛋，但我不过是一成天找死的混蛋
Snow leopard with the lead in his head
雪豹脑中被注满了千斤铅
Turning me into a sweater
让我毛骨悚然
Bitches use me as their fucking bedspread
那碧池弃我如敝履
I be the silouhette of a sunset
夕阳下，我像个游魂野鬼
Smoke a cigarette while I compress my depression
不停地抽着我的烟，压抑我的痛
Stare into the violet fluorescent lights makes me violent
凝视那蓝紫色的荧光灯只会让我心情更加压抑
I'm trying to get the highest I can get before I overdose and die
竭尽全力爬到最高在我嗑药过度死去之前
My ribs are nothing but an empty cage
早已变成一具空壳
Black hole in my chest
心中缺开个黑洞
Big bang
Boom Boom
Yung Plague on the tip of a wave
热潮浪卷袭来
In my head it feels like I'm a guest so I will throw it all away because when I am dead I will be nothing decomposing in a grave
假装自己是个过客好让自己摆脱这个处境，反正人死之后就一切皆空只会在坟墓里腐烂
I'm matter but I don't matter
我是有问题，但又如何，我不在乎
I can feel my skull shatter from the dull chatter
无穷无尽的喋喋不休，让我头疼欲裂
Brain spattered on the wall
抱头一遍一遍地撞墙
Grey stains won't dissolve
那些灰色的污点褪不去
Going to have to paint it all
打算用油漆给盖上
[Verse 1: Yung $carecrow]
Always boasting my emotions
这些事儿总让我情绪高涨
On how I'm so fucking broken
Oh心都碎成渣了
Think I'm joking
哈，我开玩笑的
When I'm talking
只是在说笑而已
About blowing my head open
脑袋快要裂开了
Till the moment you walk in
直到你走进来那时
And find my body motionless
发现我身体已静止不动了
Wrists slit
手臂断裂
Thoughts of $lick keep falling in an open pit
思绪疯炸
Shit
我擦！
Always burn my bridges
思绪在燃烧
Cause I'd rather fall in ditches
痛苦在挣扎
If life's a game of inches
生活就像一场游戏
Then my dick has been the biggest
在我的地盘就该听我的
And my goal's to fuck the world
我的人生追求就是颠覆这个世界
Until that motherfucker's twitching
直到这些混蛋跪地求饶
Lane switchin'
不断回旋的命运
Same mission
殊途同归
To die and blame my addiction
爱我所爱，无怨无悔
Bitch