Never Matter

I think I let my mind go wild
And I think I'm on the verge of crying
It's the fact I'm not closer
To letting anyone inside my life
At least I think I tell her
When trouble worries me
And the questions never matter
When it turns out just to be nothing
I don't know
Why I think
I gave myself a break
I don't know
Why I think
I gave myself a break
I may not have it down
The night is young enough
You could place you on a call
Does it matter
If it's open or closed
Funny that you picked me out
Didn't think I was your type
I can't imagine wondering
What it's like
To have you out my life
I don't know
Why I think
I gave myself a break
I don't know
Why I think
I gave myself a break