I Can't Break It To My Heart

If it's okay
如果可以
I'll leave the bed light on
我会一直开着床头灯
And place your water glass
把你的水杯
where it belongs
放在该放的地方
And if it's alright
如果可以
I'll lie awake at night
我会一晚上躺在床上
Pretending I am curled up at your side
假装我还蜷伏在你的怀里

我一直循环往复这样的生活
See I'm circling in these patterns
活在自己的回忆里
Living out of memories
我还没有接受
I'm still a long way from accepting it
我跟你已经形同陌路
That there's just no you and me
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我

我会选择继续活下去
But if I still believe you love me
所以我骗自己你在回家的路上
Maybe I'll survive
就像你曾经那样
So I tell myself you're coming home
如果可以
Like you've done a million times
我还是会爱着你的
And if it's alright
因为我没法违背自己的内心
I'll still be loving you
这还是我吗
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
我犯下罪行了吗

我不觉得爱着你
Is it just me
是在浪费时间
Did I commit a crime
我的脑海里
I won't believe that loving you
还环绕着你没有对我说过的事情
Is just a waste of time
可是我还是没有答案
Or was it in my head
为什么我们没办法继续走下去
I'm reading into things you never said
我还在想尽办法

这样你就会回到我的身边了
'Cause I still don't have the answers
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我
To why we couldn't work it out
我会选择继续活下去
I wanna think it's something that I did
所以我骗自己你在回家的路上
So I can turn it back around
就像你曾经那样

如果可以
But if I still believe you love me
我还是会爱着你的
Maybe I'll survive
因为我没法违背自己的内心
So I tell myself you're coming home
然而我们早已没有了未来
Like you've done a million times
我竭力让自己相信
And if it's alright
我们都很完美
I'll still be loving you
不管在哪个方面
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
只要我愿意把

事实丢得远远地
And nothing will come between us
啊 可是我没法违背自己的内心
I wanna convince myself
可是我还是没有头绪
we're perfect in
为什么我们没办法继续走下去
Every single way
我还在想尽办法
as long as I can keep
这样你就会回到我的身边了
The truth away from my heart
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我

我会选择继续活下去
Oh 'Cause I can't break it to my heart
所以我骗自己你在回家的路上

就像你曾经那样
'Cause I still don't have the answers
如果可以
To why we couldn't work it out
我还是会爱着你的
I wanna think it's something that I did
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我
So I can turn it back around
我会选择继续活下去

所以我骗自己你在回家的路上
[02:52.96]But if I still believe you love me
就像你曾经那样
[02:57.07]Maybe I'll survive
如果可以
[02:59.66]So I tell myself you're coming home
我还是会爱着你的
[03:03.17]Like you've done a million times
如果可以
[03:06.33][03:33.17]And if it's alright
我还是会爱着你的
[03:28.12][03:08.10]I'll still be loving you
因为我没法违背自己的内心

'Cause I can't break it to my heart