Breaking The Habit (Live)

Memories consume like opening the wounds
回忆的消耗就像扒开伤口
I'm picking me apart again
我将支离破碎的自己再次捡起
You all assume I'm safe here in the room
你们都认为我在房间裡很安全
Unless I try to start again
除非我试著重新开始
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
我不想成为战争所选择的人
'Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
因为在内心深处, 我了解我是个困惑的人
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知道有什麽值得奋斗
Or why I have to scream
或为什麽我必须呐喊
I don't know why I instigate
我不知道为什麽我要怂恿
And say what I don't mean
并说些非我本意的话
I don't know how I got this way
我不知道我怎会走到这个地步
I know It's not alright
我知道一切都不对劲
So I'm breaking the habit
所以我要改掉习惯
I'm breaking the habit tonight
就在今晚, 我要改掉习惯
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door
找到我的药方, 我紧紧地锁上门
I try to catch my breath again
我试著再次屏住呼吸
I hurt much more than any time before
我比以前任何一次都还要痛苦
I have no options left again
我再次地失去选择的自由
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
我不想成为战争所选择的人
'Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
因为在内心深处, 我了解我是个困惑的人
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知道有什麽值得奋斗
Or why I have to scream
或为什麽我必须呐喊
I don't know why I instigate
我不知道为什麽我要怂恿
And say what I don't mean
并说些非我本意的话
I don't know how I got this way
我不知道我怎会走到这个地步
I know It's not alright
我知道一切都不对劲
So I'm breaking the habit
所以我要改掉习惯
I'm breaking the habit tonight
就在今晚, 我要改掉习惯
I'll paint it on the walls
我将把它画在牆上
Cuz I'm the one at fault
因为我是有问题的人
I'll never fight again
我在也不会战斗
And this is how it ends
这就是结束的方式
I don't know what's worth fighting for
我不知道有什麽值得奋斗
Or why I have to scream
或为什麽我必须呐喊
But now I have some clarity
但现在我可以清楚地
To show you what I mean
向你表达我的真意
I don't know how I got this way
我不知道我怎会走到这个地步
I'll never be alright
我有很大的问题
So I'm breaking the habit
所以我要改掉习惯
I'm breaking the habit
我要改掉习惯
I'm breaking the habit tonight
就在今晚, 我要改掉习惯