hope it'll be a good day

I hope it'll be a good day
我希望美好的一天降临
I hope it'll be a good day
我希望今天会有个好天气
They say I stumble when I walk
他们说我走路跌跌撞撞
But they don't see I move my feet
但他们没看见我抬脚时的艰难
At least forward in my sleep
哪怕在睡梦中仍旧前行着
I wake up from dreams that
我突然惊醒
Folded into nightmares
从噩梦中逃离
The night tears my eyes wide open in the sheets
这夜我藏在被单下的眼睛充满泪水
I wrestle with demons
我与恶魔搏斗
Pieces of my mind scatter swiftly into air
我的思绪散乱，在空气中消弭
When I talk to all these people that I care about
当我和关心我的人交谈时
Air it out, that's just what my therapist's been saying
说出来，我的心理医生这样告诉我
She been helping me with scary thoughts and
她帮我赶走那些可怕的想法
Girls I really like a lot
让我回忆我喜欢过的女孩们
I been trying hard to fix myself this year
今年我一直在努力调整心情
'Cause I was thinking, I wouldn't even be here
我想，也许我根本就不应该活着
So I been trying hard to fix myself this year
所以今年我在努力开导自己
'Cause I was thinking, I wouldn't even be here
我想，也许我根本就不应该活着
I hope it'll be a good day
我希望拥有美好的一天
I hope it'll be a good day
我希望迎接一个好天气
I've been moving slower in my dreams
我在梦中越走越慢
And I don't know what it means, but it's exactly what it seems
我不知道这代表着什么，但事实如此
This depression comes in waves, like I'm sailing out over seas
抑郁海浪般袭来，将我席卷其中
They see me crying, feel the knives inside poking me as we speak
他们看见我在哭泣，话语字字如刀戳伤我
Lost atop the balcony
迷失在阳台
What is my reality
什么是真的
I can't come back to earth 'cause I'm
我却再也回不去，因为我
Losing grip of my gravity
早已失去重心
Good luck with catching me
祝你早日将我带回正轨
A failure of a masterpiece
然后成就一个失败的杰作
I tear apart these wings
我撕碎双翼
That I used to fight with so gallantly
我曾经勇敢地与之决斗
I am not a hero, please don't group me with them
我不是英雄，别把我们混为一谈
I've never saved nobody's life, I'd rather soak in their dread
我从未拯救过任何人，我宁愿沉浸在恐惧中
A waste of oxygen, on top of that, I'm better off dead
活着不仅浪费氧气,最痛苦的是,这样让我生不如死
I tend to wounds that never heal, and ease the pain with the meds
我的伤口永远无法愈合，药物只能减轻疼痛
I'm very stressed, well aware of this position that I've taken up
我快被压力击垮，我很清楚我从事的职业背后意味着什么
Tell you all these stories people try to say I'm making up
而你们都说我在扯谎
Sorry that I got the drama, maybe I don't pray enough
我不想让闹剧上演，也许上帝没有听到我的祈祷
I'm coming from a place where nobody thought I'd be brave and uhm...
我来自一个没人会嘲笑我懦弱的地方，他们不会逼我勇敢...
I hope it'll be a good day
我希望明天的太阳依旧升起
I hope it'll be a good day
我希望睁开眼时一切都会好起来