I've Got A Lot Of Fear For The Day That We'll Be Dead

u know the rain and thunder makes it cold out
你明白倾盆大雨和闪电雷鸣让它冷却下来
u know what ever happens my hand will be out
你心知不管发生什么我都会接住落下的你
but incite keep this ******* blade up off my wrist
但我抑制不住这股割脉的冲动
and i can’t kick these ******* demons from my head
无力将这些该死的恶魔踢出我的脑海
they telling me its time to go and sin and i’m listening
他们数着我的罪行 告诉我是时候离开了 而我认真地听着
******* restraint because this world is a *******
这世界太病态 我想冲出束缚
but your glistening
但你静静地闪烁着微光
and u know i love the way u sit
你也知道我爱透了
on the side of my bed and let it bleed out
你坐在我的床沿的样子
thru every ******* slit
让它从各个口子里缓缓渗出
i’m known to run away but this time i’ll run with you
我以逃兵的臭号著称 但这次我要带上你离开
i’m known to never stay but i’ll ******* stay with you
我以多情的恶名闻名 但我特么中了你的邪
i’m known for digging graves but thats all done and thru
我以作死的丑名著名 但我再也不会自讨灭亡
i just wanna watch the smoke clear away with you
我只想和你好好的待弥硝散尽漫烟落地
i got all of ur songs straight playing in my head
我把你的歌在脑海里过了一遍又一遍
i gotta lotta fear for the day that we’ll be dead
我好害怕我们死掉那天的降临
but i just suppress that, no need for nonsense
但我只是忍着不去想这些废话
cuz for the first time i know where i can fall back
因为在我生命里终于有了那么一次 我心知我有了后盾
something bout life makes me feel so unsure
生命的某些性质让我如此缺乏安全感
why am i so scared i will never ******* know
我也永远不会明白为什么我会如此害怕
but i had a choice and i picked the right door
我只知道有那么一次 我做了人生中最正确的选择
and thats something i’ve never done before…
这是我最大成就
YOU WERE THE RIGHT DOOR
我选对了你