idk where i'm at rn

Alone in my room
寂守房间，心头空空如也
Get a text saying u should coming through
收到短信，让我赶紧赴约
Do you just me cause I'm something new?
视我为新欢，你是否只想浅尝辄止
Paranoid cause I don't date like you
偏执而自锢，只因我从不和你这样的女孩约会
I'm nervous but I'm over all my exes
如坐针毡，但我已经忘掉了一众前任
Don't know if ready for the next thing
不知自己是否已准备好开启全新生活
Are you gunna love me leave me bleeding?
你是否会让我陷入爱河，又心如刀割
I don't what we are
我不喜欢彼此的状态
Thinking way too hard
顾虑这爱意日久弥艰
Why do lie to myself
为何我选择自欺
Tell me why
告诉我是为什么
It's no good my health
这并不利于健康
Like Why
就好像
Like why
就好比
Kissing In your kitchen
在厨房里彼此的热吻
Ask me if I feel things
询问我是否感同身受
Tell me do you mean it
告诉我你是否有意而为
I don't where I'm at right now
我不知道此刻身在何方
Speeding down the highway
在快车道上疾驰人生
Damn just missed the exit
该死，我错过了出口
I don't know where I'm at right now
我不知道此刻身在何方
We could do this all night
我们能整夜如此
I don't see the point cause
我却忽略了重点
I don't know where I'm at right now
我不知道此刻身在何方
Uhhhhh
I can't let my walls down
我无法将心头障壁摧毁
Maybe I'm just different
或许我确实有些不一样
But I don't know where I'm at right now
但我并不知道自己身在何方
Didn't date in highs cool
从未在高中约会
Didn't go to college
也未曾涉入大学
My friends got married so fast
我的朋友都早早结了婚
Guess I'm just an outcast
自己不过是潮流的弃子
I'm no good with feelings
从不擅长调节情绪
I'm not good with feelings
也不专于感受心意
But I still want the real thing
但我依然渴求着最真实的一切
Why do lie to myself
为何我选择自欺
Tell me why
告诉我是为什么
It's no good my health
这并不利于健康
Like Why
就好像
Like why
就好比
Kissing In your kitchen
在厨房里彼此的热吻
Ask me if I feel things
询问我是否感同身受
Tell me do you mean it
告诉我你是否有意而为
I don't where I'm at right now
我不知道此刻身在何方
Speeding down the highway
在快车道上疾驰人生
Damn just missed the exit
该死，我错过了出口
I don't know where I'm at right now
我不知道此刻身在何方
We could do this all night
我们能整夜如此
I don't see the point cause
我却忽略了重点
I don't know where I'm at right now
我不知道此刻身在何方
Uhhhhhh
I can't let my walls down
我无法将心头障壁摧毁
Maybe I'm just different
或许我确实有些不一样
But I don't know where I'm at right now
但我并不知道自己身在何方
I don't know where I'm at right now
已然迷失自我
I don't know where I'm at right now
不知身在何方
I don't know where I'm at right now
已然迷茫无措
I don't know where I'm at right now
不知何处是归乡