Over my head

What's my purpose?
Oh, what's my future? I don't know
These are the questions I address before I go to sleep
I wish my mind would turn off with the lights
And my TV screen, but here in the dark, everything off
I start to think
It gets hard to breathe
I, I, I, I, I'm in over my
I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
All these thoughts are an ocean I'm drowning in
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
Second guessing, also stressed
This test is an empty lie
So what's the point if that's our purpose
On Earth by design?
All this stressing got me confessing
That I can't find peace while
I drink, caffeinate, medicate, repeat, I
I drink caffeinate, medicate, repeat, I
I, I, I, I, I'm in over my
I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
All these thoughts are an ocean I'm drowning in
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
It's all out of my control
It's all out of my control
It's all out of my control
And it's all out of my control
And it's all out of my control
And it's all out of my control
I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head
I'm in over my— I'm in over my head