Godlight

There's no way out of an angry crowd without stepping on some toes
在愤怒的人群中 若不狠心踩上别人的脚根本难以逃出
They'll scream your name till the lights go out then they feed you to the wolves
等到夜幕降临 他们咆哮着你的名字将你拿去喂狼
It's hard to say who you'll be when they let those big red curtains close
当他们将那血色巨幕落下 你便前途未卜
You know this
你知道这结局
Cause you told me so
因为这是你亲口告诉我的

I bet you forgot
但你一定忘了

Black heels in the summertime
你在夏天穿着黑色高靴
Dad's bad cooking though you'd be polite
就算父亲厨艺欠佳 你也会礼貌吃下你把我拉到一边
Honey now you got a look that I can't recognize
亲爱的 如今的你我已不敢相认
Pulled me aside
把我拉到一边
And you said
对我说

To know me
想要了解我
Is to hate me
就得恨我
Is to hate what I've become
恨我如今的样子

It's to watch me
就得看着我
As I'm falling
从高处
From that ladder's last rung
跌落

It's to feel it
就得去感受我
Like a secret
仿佛感受一个秘密
You can't keep in
一个你守不住的秘密
I'm not the way I was
我已不是从前的我
I'm not the way I was
我已不是从前的我

Were you freed within, did you leave your skin?
你的内心自由吗 你的灵魂是否被禁锢
Are you tethered in your doubt?
还是说被你的多疑扳住了脚
Have you breathed it in till it's medicine that you cannot live without?
你是否早已戒不掉依赖药物
Cause you came back home a ****in' alien and we're stuck here on the ground
因为你回家的时候面色蜡黄 我们一同瘫倒在地上
Call mom back kid before the high comes down
在药劲过去之前快给妈妈打电话

Cause you forgot
你一定忘记了

Black heels in the summertime
夏天你穿着黑色高筒靴
Dirt road smoking on a Friday night
周五的晚上在肮脏的路上抽着烟
Now you got a look that I don't recognize
现在你的样子让我不敢相认
You pulled me aside and you said
把我拉到一边对我说

To know me
想要了解我
Is to hate me
就得恨我
Is to hate what I've become
恨我如今的样子

It's to watch me
就得看着我
As I'm falling
从高处
From that ladder's last rung
跌落

It's to feel it
就得感受我
Like a secret
仿佛感受一个秘密
You can't keep in
一个你守不住的秘密
I'm not the way I was
我早已不是以前的我
I'm not the way I was
我早已不是以前的我

But to feel it
你得去感受
To see it
去看
The look in all their eyes
那些人的眼神

Is to breathe in
去深入
To be in
去陷于
The good grace of that God Light
那无限的圣光中
To have it in your hands
用双手去承接
The one thing you wanted all your life
你毕生渴望的东西
"It's all mine"
全是我的了

But there's a hole I can't fill
但我心里依然有个无法填补的缺口
There's a curse I can't break
一个无法打破的诅咒
And I gave my soul to it
我将我的灵魂都献给了它
And it can't be reclaimed
却只是有去无回
I was younger then
年少无知
I was younger then
年少无知
I was young
往事不复

To know me
想要了解我
Is to hate me
就得恨我
Is to hate what I've become
恨我如今的样子

It's to watch me
就得注视我
As I'm falling
从高处
From that ladder's last rung
坠落

It's to feel it
就得感受我
Like a secret
仿佛一个秘密
You can't keep in
一个你守不住的秘密
I'm not the way I was
我早已不是从前的我
I'm not the way I was
我早已不是从前的我

But to feel it
得去感受
To see it
去看
The look in all their eyes
他们的眼神

Is to breathe in
去深入
To be in
去陷入
The good grace of that Godlight
无限的圣光中
It's to have it in your hands
用双手去承接
The one thing you wanted all your life
你毕生渴望的东西
"It's all mine"
都是我的了

And to feel it
去感受
To see it
去看
The look in all your eyes
去陷入
Is to breathe in
去深入
To be in
去处于
The good grace of this Godlight
圣光的无限赐福中
It's to have it
用你的双手
In your hands
去承接
The one thing I wanted my life
你毕生渴望的东西
It's all mine
全是我的了