1 step forward, 3 steps back

I called you on the phone today
今天与你通了电话
Just to ask you how you were
问你近来还好吗
All I did was speak normally
我的声音没什么异常
Somehow I still struck a nerve
但痛苦已蔓遍全身
You got me ****ed up in the head, boy
你让我思绪烦乱
Never doubted myself so much
我从未如此质疑自己
Like am i pretty am i fun boy
美丽的外表 有趣的灵魂 我都具备
I hate that I give you power over that kind a stuff
为何就甘愿为你屈服呢 是时候离开你
'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back
你我的关系 时不时有进展 但一直在疏远
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
你绝对爱过我 现在却只想将我抛开
It's always one step forward and three steps back
你我分离的太多 自然关系淡了
Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand
你爱我吗 还是恨我 你倒是说清楚
No, I don't understand
我很难搞懂你的心思
And maybe in some masochistic way
如果我是个受虐狂
I kinda of find it all exciting
等不及再次被摧残
Like which lover will I get today?
我的梦中恋人会是怎样的呢
Will you walk me to the door or send me home cryin'?
我都哭成这样了 你能送我回家吗
It's one step forward and three steps back
你我的关系 时不时有进展 但一直在疏远
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
你绝对爱过我 现在却只想将我抛开
It's always one step forward and three steps back
你我分离的太多 自然关系淡了
Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand
你爱我吗 还是恨我 你倒是说清楚
No, it's back and forth, did I say somethin' wrong?
我们分分合合 从不稳定
It's back and forth, goin' over everything I said
回想我说过的话 一会儿挽留你一会儿中伤你
It's back and forth, did I do somethin' wrong?
我们的关系从来都不稳定 不是吗
It's back and forth, maybe, this is all your fault
或许这一切都该归咎于你
Instead it's one step forward and three steps back
但 迷迷糊糊的感情让我很是痛苦
And I'd leave you, but the roller coaster's all I've ever had
我一定会离开你 但我真的没法忘记你我的美好
Yeah, it's one step forward and three steps back
你我的关系 时不时有进展 但一直在疏远
Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand
你爱我吗 还是恨我 你倒是说清楚
No, I don't understand
我实在不明白