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I don’t know where to start the writing
我不知道该如何起笔
Got no emotion
没有思绪
Inspiration fall down form the mountain
灵感掉落谷底
Have Forgotten
已经忘了
About those truly mood forbidden
那些禁忌的真情实感
Tryna be Michael Jordan but not Scottie Pippen
试着去做乔丹而不是皮蓬
Right now
现在
I’m tryna make my flow a little lay back
我试着让节奏延迟一些
Just like reality always ask me to stay back
就像现实总让我退后
I really wanna own a May Bach
很想拥有一辆迈巴赫
Dream I can pay that
梦想自己支付得起
My mama said life goes on need keep forward
妈妈说生活总是要继续得向前看
Ridiculous,
可笑的是
My mind contain “STOP”, “DON’T”, “NEGATIVE” and “SLEEP” four words
我脑海中只有“停下”，“不要”，“负能量”和“睡觉”这四个单词
Do more work
干点人事吧
You f**king fool jerk
你个蠢比
Like a poor joker dance twerk
像个可怜的小丑搔首弄姿
Same times
同时
Others already grab a decent job
其他人已经有了体面的工作
They got big house with a pretty big yard
他们买了大房子配大花园
May not reach the top
虽然可能还不是顶层人士
Not
害
Like you still fighting for hip hop
不像你还在为说唱奋斗
Come on
别闹了
Pick up the mop
捡起抹布
Wipe the black spots that made the dark
擦掉行程黑暗的斑点
It maybe hard
可能有点难
Also possibly with some sharps
也可能很锋利
Remind yourself the destiny and who you really are
记住你的使命和你是谁
Don’t let the whole purposes and promises they like a fart
别让目标和承诺听起来像放屁
Look, the number on my bank account show’s what is kick ass
银行存款的数字在打我的脸
Took, everything away I don’t know what the hell I am
拿走所有一切我又是谁
And all I want is to enjoy the lonely god d*mn
我只想好好享受孤独
Look, the number on my bank account show’s what is kick ass
银行存款的数字在打我的脸
Took, everything away I don’t know what the hell I am
拿走所有一切我又是谁
And all I want is to enjoy the lonely god d*mn
我只想好好享受孤独
What should I do now
我现在能做什么
No direction
没有方向
Wanna be success but how
想要成功但是没有路子
Still curl up in that small department
依旧蜷缩在小小的出租房
No achievement non-grow children
没有目标是长不大的孩子
Powerless paw can not be a demon even
无力的爪子连恶魔都做不成
Up to the phone
拿起手机
Every day just stay at home
整天待在家里
Honesty I feel so lonely it comes by tone and tone
说实话我感觉孤单成吨的来
Idiotic like incurable disease implant my bones
愚蠢像是顽疾种在我骨子里
Another parallel universe dose lazy also been cloned
在另一个平行宇宙我是否一样懒惰
That’s me
这是我
That’s the real me
这才是真的我
The characters shown a fake Chill B
那些人设展现都是假的St.B
Kill him
干掉他
Did anything can heal it
已经无法治愈
Still sh*t
去
Me and my soul make a deal, quit
我和我的灵魂已经达成不干了的共识
My body already refused to feel risk
我的身体也已经拒绝冒险
I write my song use rhyme machine
我用押韵机器写歌
Cuz I got no life and repeat time and time again
因为我没有生活而且重复再重复
Pretend
骗自己
That things are really goes smooth when they’re not
糟糕的生活会过去
Get drunk in that fantasy dream please don’t wake me up
醉在奇幻的梦里别把我叫醒
I hate all those fairy tales tryna construct non-existent life
我讨厌童话故事编造的生活
And happy ending
和美好结局
I hate all those fairy tales tryna construct non-existent life
我讨厌童话故事编造的生活
And happy ending
和美好结局
Look, the number on my bank account show’s what is kick ass
银行存款的数字在打我的脸
Took, everything away I don’t know what the hell I am
拿走所有一切我又是谁
And all I want is to enjoy the lonely god d*mn
我只想好好享受孤独
Look, the number on my bank account show’s what is kick ass
银行存款的数字在打我的脸
Took, everything away I don’t know what the hell I am
拿走所有一切我又是谁
And all I want is to enjoy the lonely god d*mn
我只想好好享受孤独
Look, the number on my bank account show’s what is kick ass
银行存款的数字在打我的脸
Took, everything away I don’t know what the hell I am
拿走所有一切我又是谁
And all I want is to enjoy the lonely god d*mn
我只想好好享受孤独
Look, the number on my bank account show’s what is kick ass
银行存款的数字在打我的脸
Took, everything away I don’t know what the hell I am
拿走所有一切我又是谁
And all I want is to enjoy the lonely god d*mn
我只想好好享受孤独
I hate all those fairy tales tryna construct non-existent life
我讨厌童话故事编造的生活
And happy ending
和美好结局
I hate all those fairy tales tryna construct non-existent life
我讨厌童话故事编造的生活
And happy ending
和美好结局