Bad Seed

Am I to blame?
If I won't speak her name
If I won't face her grave, yea yea
Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame
Since you're gone, I've never felt the same
Well maybe I'm just a bad seed
Of the family
I'll get my sleep without tear stained sheets
And I'll never come cryin' for sympathy
Well, I need a place to run to
Yea, I need a place to hide
Yea, I need a place where
I don't need a smile as my disguise
Am I to blame?
If I won't face your grave, yea yea
Am I to blame? Am I to blame?
If I cannot bear to face your grave
(And mother please shine down on me)
(Show me that I'm not the bad seed)
(Oh no)
Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame
Since you're gone I never felt the same
Well maybe my mind's deceiving me
But I think you took the easy way out
You left me standing there empty handed
As soon as you put the gun in your mouth
So please don't keep on asking
If there's something wrong
'Cause you know damn well if I was fine
I would've never ever written this song
Am I to blame?
If I won't face your grave