My Monstrosity

These blinds
万般掩饰
Over my eyes
我眼中的恐惧
Are no place to hide
终于无可隐匿
They're my disguise
伪装暴露无遗
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These words
这些话语
All so unsure
全都不能确定
All so obscure
全都模糊不清
Where is my cure?
出路究竟哪里?
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Now you see
你已看清
My monstrosity
我如鬼怪狰狞
Now you see
你已看清
What's inside of me
我的内心阴影
♪
Oh, is it me or has everything
喔, 究竟是我还是这世间
Turned to a darker black
与黑暗纠缠不清
So suddenly
措手不及
Oh, I've been waiting so long
喔, 我已等了这么久
Just to say what I really feel
才说出我真心实意
This is not me
失去自己
♪
This curse
这个诅咒
My just dessert
我被众人所弃
Life in reverse
生活跌落谷底
Is what I deserve
是我应得境遇
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This war
这场战争
Within my heart
爆发内心之中
Where do I stand
我该立于何处
In this tower of cards
到处脆弱不堪
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Now you see
你已看清
My monstrosity
我如鬼怪狰狞
Now you see
你已看清
What's inside of me
我的内心阴影
♪
Oh, is it me or has everything
喔, 究竟是我还是这世间
Turned to a darker black
与黑暗纠缠不清
So suddenly
措手不及
Oh, I've been waiting so long
喔, 我已等了这么久
Just to say what I really feel
才说出我真心实意
This is not me
失去自己
♪
This is not me
鬼怪狰狞
Oho
喔嗬