Been Lying (Explicit Version) - Explicit Version

Don't wear my shades to be cool
并不是想装冷艳地戴上面具
I wear them to hide my tears from you
只是想掩饰我背着你留下的眼泪
Behind the smoke, I'm so red eye
睁着被烟熏红的眼睛
And I'm tired of you asking why
我受够了你老是问为什么
I said I've been lying to you-you-you
我说了我一直都在欺骗你
And I've been lying to me too
不过我也一直在欺骗着自己
My heart has been through hell and back
颠沛流离的心像经历过地狱一样
I'm only dressing pretty in black
我曾经只是想打扮得夺人眼球
Middle finger when it comes to love
对于爱情置之不理
Act like I don't really give a f*ck
装作一点都不在乎
Cause I've been lying to you-you-you
其实我一直都在欺骗你
I said I've been lying to me too
不过我也一直在欺骗着自己

我一直都在欺骗你
I've been lying, lying to you baby
我也一直在欺骗着自己
I've been lying, lying to me too
我一直都在欺骗你
I've been lying, lying to you baby
我也一直在欺骗着自己
I've been lying, lying to me too
我不是那种直话直说的人

身上的每一个纹身都诉说着我的痛苦
Don't always say what I wanna say
在人群中也倍觉孤独
I tattoo myself to show my pain
即使我已经和你面对面
Lonely in a crowded space
对不起我一直都在欺骗你
Even though we're both face-to-face
我也一直在欺骗着自己
Cause I've been lying to you
加快脚步走在聚光灯下
Said I've been lying to me too
让人看起来光鲜亮丽

但是真正的自己却曾未展现过
Hurry up and wait for the spotlight
他们也只能看到摄像机前的我
Looks like another whiskey night
对不起我一直都在欺骗你
What's inside, I never expose
我也一直在欺骗着自己
They only see what the camera shows
对不起
Cause I've been lying to you
我一直都在欺骗你
Said I've been lying to me too
我也一直在欺骗着自己
No
我一直都在欺骗你

我也一直在欺骗着自己
I've been lying, lying to you baby
I've been lying, lying to me too
就像全世界突然向我涌来
I've been lying, lying to you baby
只想尽力想让所有人开心
I've been lying, lying to me too
但我并不是这样的人啊
.
挂着微笑四处走走
It's like the whole world's getting at me
其实早已厌倦所有
Trying to make everyone happy,
我以前不是这样的人
That ain't me
我不想就此放弃
Walking around wearing a smile
试着熬过这段痛苦
But deep down, I'm really f*cked up
想要搞清楚自己到底算什么
This ain't me
我不是故意赶你走的
I don't wanna quit,
我只怕你阻挠我成为真正的自己
Tryna hang with this
And figure out who the hell I am
I don't mean to make you run away
But I don't wanna forget to be me
事实是我不想失去你

但我也不想迷失自己
Whoa, whoa
Oh, oh
我一直都在欺骗你
.
我也一直在欺骗着自己
The truth is I don't wanna lose you
我一直都在欺骗你
But I don't wanna lose me too
我也一直在欺骗着自己
.
我一直都在欺骗你
I've been lying, lying to you baby
我也一直在欺骗着自己
I've been lying, lying to me too
我一直都在欺骗你
I've been lying, lying to you baby
我也一直在欺骗着自己
I've been lying, lying to me too
I've been lying, lying to you baby
I've been lying, lying to me too
I've been lying, lying to you baby
I've been lying, lying to me too