Under The Lights

I'm chasing something gold
我在追求如金子般闪耀珍贵的东西
Getting really cold
它也如金属般冰冷，使我越发心灰
**** it let it go
算了，放弃吧
My dreams have turned to mold
我的梦想已经发霉
Getting really old
陈腐不堪
**** it let em go
都放弃吧
I want release
我想休息
And happy dreams, and happy things, oh
还有那些快乐的梦，快乐的事，啊
I wanna see
我想知道
A remedy, for jealousy, oh
对嫉妒的补救疗方

我在追逐狂欢
I’m chasing revelry
想独立
Independency
算啦，随它去吧
**** it let it be
我在追求无序
I'm chasing entropy
于美妙旋律中
In a melody
就这样吧
**** it let it be
我想放松
I want release
还有那些快乐的梦，快乐的事，唉
And happy dreams, and happy things, oh
我想知道
I wanna see
对嫉妒的补救疗方
A remedy, for jealousy, oh
我只想死在聚光灯下

我只想死在聚光灯下
I just wanna die under the lights
由谎言引路，我承载雄心壮志的重负
I just wanna die under the lights
自尊受堵，疏通可能已无法顾

于是我对疼痛日渐麻木
Lies guiding the way, holding the weight of my big dreams
然后闭门不出
Pride got in the way, and it might be too late
只要一点时间，新的一天
So I numb the pain
可内心的某个部分已损毁
And I shut away
我只想死在聚光灯下
Just need another day
我只想死在聚光灯下
Something's gotta break

I just wanna die under the lights
I just wanna die under the lights