Afraid

Losing love unrequited
失去了毫无回报的爱情
Was it truly love undecided
这份我无法分辨真伪的爱情
Hard times I'm broken
过去那些我度过的困难时光
Past lies they leave you open
过去那些谎言让我无法抓住你
I try I'm hopeless
我尝试过 我开始失去希望
At night no way of coping
那些夜晚我不知如何面对
With this shredded heart
我这颗被撕碎的心
Can I get reparations for the pain
我能从这痛苦中解脱吗
Baby I'm afraid
宝贝 我害怕
Really I'm afraid
真的 我害怕
Of giving you what they all messed up
给了你他们无法做到的
My stress up
我时刻紧张
Took them pictures and I dressed up
照着他们的照片打扮我自己
Looking blessed up
我看起来很幸福
You need something and I got you
当你想要一些东西时你才会想起我
I spot you
我看清你了
'Til I see your love is not true
我看清你那虚伪的爱情
It's not true
它不是真的
And I'm scared of what that feels like
这种感觉让我恐惧
Looking stupid out in real life
看看我现实的生活是多么愚蠢
Baby I'm afraid
宝贝 我害怕
Really I'm afraid
真的 我害怕
Of loving you
因为爱你
I'm so really afraid to love you
我是如此害怕爱上你
With all my heart my time
我投入我所有感情所有时间
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受伤
Baby I'm afraid
宝贝 我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕爱上你
Really I'm afraid
真的 我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受伤
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕爱上你
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受伤
Baby I'm afraid
宝贝 我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕爱上你
Really I'm afraid
真的 我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受伤
God has not given us the spirit of fear
我们不是天生就会恐惧
But the spirit of love looking like it's not here
然而我已经失去爱的勇气
I don't doubt your heart I just know things change
我不是怀疑你的感情 只是我知道一切都变了
It just leads to pain I still bleed the same
这把我带向痛苦 我的心还在流血
I still say I'm fine but I leave my brain
我一直说我很好但其实我早已丢了魂
Don't wanna think no more I can't defeat my shame
不能再想了我快要被羞辱心打败了
Don't wanna play no more I can't defeat this game
不想再玩这场我赢不了的感情游戏
But that phone still rings can't delete your name
但手机上写着你名字的号码一直打来
'Cuz you give to me
这一切你给我的
Everything I pray for every single day for
这就是我一个人时每天所盼望着的
Listen to me honestly
听我说说吧
Listen to me honestly
我的真心话
You don't have to wait for me to feel I'm safe or
你不必等到我好的那一天
That I'm ready this time
此时我已经准备好了
I want no one else not too focused on myself
我会只关心我自己 不会再去想其他任何人
It's just baby I'm afraid
只是宝贝 我害怕
Really I'm afraid
真的 我害怕
Of loving you
因为爱你
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕爱上你
With all my heart my time
我投入我所有感情所有时间
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受伤
Baby I'm afraid
宝贝 我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕爱上你
Really I'm afraid
真的 我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受伤
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕爱上你
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我真的害怕再次受伤
Baby I'm afraid
宝贝 我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是真的害怕爱上你
Really I'm afraid
真的 我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我真的害怕再次受伤