Busy

I'm so alone
只有我孤单一人
But all of my friends, but all of my friends,
但我的朋友们,所有的朋友们
Got some **** to do, yea
他们都有自己的事要做
All of 'em got plans,
他们都有各自的计划
I call 'em up, "my bad," and text 'em
我打给他们,"赖我赖我,"发着消息
They never cross me like bad pedestrians
他们从不会像破坏交规的行人一样对待我
I've been this awkward since adolescence
自从青春期冲撞而来,我就一直这样笨拙不堪
I don't how long I had depression
我也不知道我还要这样萎靡不振多久
Never no peer-pressure,
从来没有什么同龄人压力
I'm tryna' get my little pecker
我要把我那玩意儿放进那些
Off in some girl I call my BFF,
被我称为"永远密友"的女孩的腿间
That ain't no secret kept
那都不是什么秘密了
I ****** then told my cousin,
搞完后打电话给我兄弟(Saba和John·Walt
I'm broke, I wasn't buzzin'
[帮派rapper]是cousin关系)
I tried to hit a few years, she wasn't budgin'
我没钱了,我没嗑嗨
I'm bogus, left my girl for some shawty
她并未做出让步
Surely deservin' of all this lonely
我就是个冒牌,为一些辣妹抛弃了女友
"You sad? Tell me, how are you sad
毫无疑问我活该变得这么孤单
You got all of these friends, you got all of these fans"
"你很难过?那告诉我,你怎么难过了
I ain't trust nobody new since 2012,
你有那么多朋友,也有那么多粉丝"
I ain't let nobody in
从2012年起我就没再相信过别人
Jesus got killed for our sins,
也没再人进入我的内心
Walter got killed for a coat
耶稣因我们的罪恶被杀
I'm tryna' cope, but it's a part of me gone
沃尔特因一件外套被杀(Saba的兄弟John·Walt
And apparently I'm alone
[上文有唱到]在2017年一场街头斗殴中被刺死)
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
我尝试去接收,但我灵魂的一部分已经消失
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe
显然,我是孤单一人
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
我这一天都很忙,我过会儿再回复你
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe
每天所见的天空都阴沉灰暗,我向上帝祈愿你安然无恙
I'm so alone
我这一天都很忙,我过会儿再回复你
Just me and my girl, she leave me for work,
每天所见的天空都阴沉灰暗,我向上帝祈愿你安然无恙
Then leave me for school
我真的好孤单
She finally home, I leave her for tour
只剩下我和我的女孩,她因工作而离开
FaceTiming nudity, yeah
又因学业而离开
All of this new to me, yeah
她终于回到家里,我又因巡演而离开
All of the infidelity when I was 17
用FaceTime来 * 聊
Been catchin' up, I still feel like she catch me cheatin'
所有的一切对我来说都是那样新
****** askin' me how tour was
所有的不忠都来自我年少的十七
Knowin' I been home like 2 months
步步紧逼,我仍感觉她将我的欺瞒抓获
And I seen your ass like 2 times
大家都问我巡演如何
They just small-talk like too damn no time,
明知我已经回了家两个月
Social interaction
然后大概也和你做过两次
Have female friends I found attractive
但这两次搞得像是时间很紧迫,于是都匆匆了事
If I tried to ****, but I am no savage
说到社交能力
Now we don't speak, we just walk past
和一些迷人尤物交了朋友
If my past could talk,
想搞,但我也不是野蛮人
It'd probably reply to the missed calls after all
如今我们都不说话,只是走了过去
'Cause the friendships that I can't recall,
如果过去能够开口说话
Done turned my heart into camouflage
估计它终究会去回复那些未接电话
While the guys I used to play basketball with
因为有些友谊我无法回忆起
Doin' **** that I can't endorse
心变得开始遮遮掩掩
Now with the Lord, now it really pours down
那些曾一起打过球的兄弟
Was alone then, still alone now
现在都做着一些我无法认同的事
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
如今与神同行,一切倾盆而下
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe
曾经孤身一人,现在仍旧独自前进
I'm havin' a busy day, I'll hit you back right away
我这一天都很忙,我过会儿再回复你
I seen that skies were grey, I hope to God you're safe
每天所见的天空都阴沉灰暗,我向上帝祈愿你安然无恙